Peter listened to Wendy's words, swaying back and forth in an almost hypnotic manner, arms folded across his chest. "Oh, I never hav-" he began to protest, before trailing off, rolling his eyes in frustration. Denying it wouldn't really do any good, he supposed, but he disliked the way that Wendy had jumped to the conclusion that they were his nightmares. What did she take him for? A coward? Peter Pan might have been a lot of things (mainly good things, naturally), but a coward? Never! No - never that! He was not frightened by some silly, ridiculous, nonsensical dreams! A little colour rose to Peter's cheeks at the thought - or perhaps the red flush was due to the fact he was hanging upside down.
Still, Wendy's gentle tone calmed Peter a little. She was not speaking to him as though she thought him silly or as though she were mocking him. Wendy was using her motherly voice, and naturally, it caused Pan to cast his mind back days, weeks, months, years...To the days of story telling, treasure hunts, 'never-ending' night time parties and then basking lazily on the rocks when the sun rose. It was for this reason that when Pan took the time to process Wendy's words, he was surprised to find that they weren't exactly what he wanted to hear.
Wendy had got it wrong. She didn't understand - not like she used to. Peter distinctly remembered (or thought he did, anyway) that Wendy had used to be able to make sense of things; comprehend them perfectly. And she had been especially good at understanding Peter, complex and some might say 'troubled' individual that he was. Now though? Her advice seemed sound, good even, but it was not what Pan had been looking for. Peter knew all about facing up to things - why, he was sure he was the bravest, most brilliant being in Neverland! He fought pirates, flew loops, wrestled with crocodiles - with bears! And why? For fun, of course. "You don't understand..." he muttered, swinging himself back up onto the branch with ease, an almost sulky expression on his face.
"Why'd you bring me?"
A groan escaped Peter's lips and he drew his knees up to his chest, slapping a palm to his forehead. "...Because..." Once again, Peter fell silent, colour rising in his cheeks. Admit that he didn't know what else to do? No - never! That would be just like admitting a weakness. Pan was not a coward and he was most certainly not weak. "Because...Because you know about medicine and stuff" he replied, words a little hurried. "You made me and the boys drink medicine, remember?" Peter questioned, feeling that he had managed to create quite solid reasoning in very little time. He was rather proud of himself, actually. "But you're no good if you don't understand..."
A silence followed as Peter tried to conjure up the right words; the words that would make everything clear. Not 'abracadabra' or anything like that. Words that an adult mind would...Would be able to process. And that, as you can probably imagine, was a hard task for Peter Pan. He was used to talking to children, after all; he was used to thinking like a child. "They're not my nightmares...Well, they are, but...It's not what I'm scared of (because I'm not scared of anything)," Peter paused, allowing a couple of minutes for this news to sink in. "It's stuff I've not seen before - like...Like...Fire, explosions, burnt buildings...and...Pieces of paper with 'We are sorry to report' and 'missing in action' written on them" he explained, wrapping his arms around his knees. He wasn't quite sure how he knew what was written on the pieces of paper, for he could neither read nor write himself. "The nightmares don't bother me" he lied, drawing in a deep breath. "But they scare the boys and so that's why I brought you here. I need to know what medicine to use to get rid of nightmares that don't belong to you."
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