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Crow opened one of his eyes, tired out from the fight. He was quite shocked to see Miki there and sprung into action, backing up against the nearest wall (which was the one right behind him) and tried to stand. Instantly, a shock ran from both his ankles all throughout his body and he gasped loudly, tumbling back on the floor whiles cursing himself angrily. He looked at Miki, who was quite obviously searching for something on him and he frowned. "Hey, don't touch my skin or anything, oka-" he was cut off. Obviously, his voice was much too quiet to even be heard as the girl must've touched his neck or something. The boy froze and looked at her with both terrified and quite deadpan eyes before he shook his head quickly. "It's fine, it's fine." he told himself in a short whisper, sighing. 

"Miki," he said softly, looking down at the floor guiltily, before changing what he was going to say. ", we're gonna need a new place to stay, right?" he sighed, looking around the room. Dead bodies lay on the floor, and Crow couldn't see a spot without a dead goon. He looked at Miki, who was fiddling with his Seisui and helping to heal him, then looked back at the corpses. He felt a pang of guilt, loud and clear, and couldn't even remember what was going through his head at the time. He remembered feeling something take over, 'short-term insanity', as his friends called it. It literally made him want to melt into the ground. "D'you think what we did was right?" he said, his voice exhausted. It barely made much of a sound, but it was audible. "I mean, we could have just... I know they attacked us first, but they were probably sent by someone. Most of them were probably just muscle heads looking for a good fight, but maybe some of them didn't even want to be here." Crow's eyes skimmed over some of the smaller, weaker looking ones and he sighed deeply. "Thank you." he said to Miki once the Seisui had done it's job. His ankles didn't ache, not as much, as before but he felt a small, dull pain. One of his wrists was completely healed, yet the other still felt twisted; a slight throbbing pain going through it.

The boy stood up awkwardly, before getting head rush and ended up grabbing onto the wall for support. Almost all his pain was gone, apart from a massive headache and the burning sensation on his body. Crow brought his hand up to his forehead and felt. It felt hot, too hot. His body started to shake slightly, his heart started beating faster and his eyes flashed around the room. The panic started to rise as he found himself thinking the current situation couldn't be real, he hadn't killed anyone before. Yes, seriously injured, but never actually killed! He wasn't himself at the time; he was having fun, even. With all these thoughts whirling through his head, Crow brought his hand up to his head, trying to remember faces. The boy looked like he was in serious pain, before he shut his eyes and let his arms drop to the side. "Miki I can't brea-""Calm down, Crow." he heard a voice say in his head. The voice was calming, reassuring, familiar. "You're just having a panic attack. Abandon your emotions for a bit, don't feel guilty, or sad or even scared. Don't feel, just for a bit Crow, don't feel anything."  Chase. Crow remembered clearly what his friend had told him when something similar to this had happened. He did what the voice said without another word, his eyes going blank and emotionless. He let his body slouch against the wall. You're getting too close to these people. This wasn't Chase's voice, this was a dark, menacing voice. It was himself. Crow ignored the voice like it was a fly and looked over to Miki and Ayumu. "So, no school today, huh?" he said, his eyes showing nothing; no spark, no light, yet no lost look either. They literally showed nothing, blank.

((Eeeh? Is this roleplay dead?! *Healing powers, activate*))