2. Veritas
3. Amaranthine
4. Tarred
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WILL BITE IF HUNGRY, WILL SMILE AT ANY GIVEN SITUATION, WILL LAUGH AT THINGS UNSEEN.
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1.
2009
Rain's letting up.
Scarred leather shoes splashed onto pavement as he left behind his purpose of breath. He could feel flame wafting from his every movement, could feel the severe sensation of the demon gripping his heart and lungs. His fingertips tingled with heat, his eyes struggled to focus as fire lashed out from behind them. And yet this time, it was different.
Funny how the one man he wanted to kill had been his source of life.
âLife is half spent before one knows what it is.â The words were muttered low. He ducked his head to avoid crashing into branches. With each step he took, the park grew smaller. With each step he took, the night grew darker. Face half hidden by the stiff collar of his coat, the man left emptier than he had been when he arrived.
âProject Eight One Three, you are assigned the identity Hearth Nott. You are a British Citizen with the right of abode through qualifying connections under the Immigration Act of 1971, and have the right to live and work in the United Kingdom.â
âYes maâam.â
This wasnât meant to happenâit wasnât meant to end like this. Apolloâs death had come prematurelyâhis story had been ripped in two and forced to finish. And he knew, deep inside himâ
What do you know, Eight Thirteen?
âShut up.â
Pray, tell. What is it you know so well, Eight Thirteen?
âI said shut up.â
Streetlights lined the wet London roads, alive with occasional cars. Gold light reflected, sparkling pieces of a chandelier, an empty room.
Eight ThirteenâŠ
Teeth grit, he felt not the wind that thrashed against him. The damp air was choking and refreshing all at once as he began his sojourn back towards his one-night hut.
Eight Thirteen⊠Eight ThirteenâŠ
âI said shut the fuck upââ
From an onlookerâs view, he looked insane. Perhaps he was.
Perhaps I amâ
He stood alone, a black-haired mystery in a foreboding coat, screaming at nothing.
âYou are assigned to seek, kill, and destroy Mr. Finn Harris, also known as âApolloâ, after which you are to report directly to me, and me only. Not my associates, not head office, not anybody else but I.â
âYes maâam.â
Fist.
A slight whisper, a slice. Fist rammed into the glass window of a womenâs boutique. It shuddered, and splintered into a thousand pieces ofâhis hands were once again coated, and for the first time, it bothered him that there was blood along his knuckles.
He stood, for a while, staring, marveling and hating the red ink that tickled his flesh.
Eight ThirteenâŠ
Throat constricted. He struggled against the desire to destroy the entire building, and everything else around it.
âYou are to make no other judgments or decisions other than the ones that are made for you by ADAPT. The Agents of the Deracination of the Abusage of Power and Treasury are to be obeyed, never questioned.â
âYes maâam.â
âWhere you off to?â A gruff voice. He snapped awake, not realizing that he'd been walking or waving down a cab. Throwing a bewildered look behind him, he could not even see the broken window anymore. The driver waited expectantly. He got in.
âSo, where you off to?â
âA room.â
Clearly the cab driver was tired, and glanced at him, weary.
âYet regarding the rest of the human populace, you are given right and authority to complete your task. You are a god among those men, Project Eight One Three. You experience no fear, hesitation, or confusion.â
âYes maâam.â
âThe morning was as dark and cold as city snow could make itâa dingy whirl at the window; a smoky gust through the fire-place; a shadow black as a bear's cave under the table. Nothing in all the cavernous room, loomed really warm or familiar except a glass of stale water, and a vapid, half-eaten grape-fruit.â
Silence.
âDonât know where youâre from, but here in London we need addresses to leave you by.â The driver glanced at the rear view mirror, surprised and suspicious to see him not grinning, but watching the city pass. An unreadable expression. Dubbing him crazy, the driver was about to pull over, when he yelled for him to stop. A fistful of notes and coins came lumbering inches beside the driver's scalp. He left the cab.
It was an old placeâone of those rundown motels with the seizurely neons and overweight receptionists. The linoleum was peeling. Ceiling had cracks. He didn't care. Didnât need anything more than legal sleeping space. Stumbling up the creaking stairs, he could feel his limbs draining.
29.
Heâd left the door open. He had nothing anyway. Body was sore, hands were scarred. Everything inside, burning. Couldnât breathe. Wanted to kill, needed to kill. He neededâ
âYour flight will leave tomorrow at zero four fifteen. Arrive with your luggage at zero two fifteen.â
âYes maâam.â
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A wounded deer leaps highest, I've heard the hunter tell; `Tis but the ecstasy of death.
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Steel, tin, wood, plaster, carpet, blood, skin, linen.
The room was a raging inferno, and Hearth cried out noise. No words, no eloquence. Noise. The imperceptible groans of the soul. Stomach in two, a chest wet with marks, a moan thrown out into the cold, cold night.
Out of breath, body slammed against the crumbling wall, sinking to the ground. Knees bent, elbows pushing against them, head hung. Almost touching the floor.
Eight Thirteen⊠What is it you know?
âIt was not Apollo who was meant to die, but I.â
He remained, head between knees, fists tightening, loosening, tightening, looseningâ
Eight Thirteen, you fool.
He stood.
âBut what of Learâs Fool, demon?â He said lightly, as if he were holding a conversation with the voice, as if it were physically there. âHe found sanity in foolishness, when all others lost it in solemnity.â He raised both brows before he turned, gesturing to the disarray that once had been a room.
Stop.
What game are you playing, Eight Thirteen?
What are you doing?
Distress coursing along the rim of his lashes, an overpriced brain.
And how does one determine sanity, who made the rules, who set the standard, who scribbled and spat out conditions?
And what if...
What if the man deemed insane was the only sane one of them all?
âGet a hold of yourself, O Mighty Human Torch.â
Hearth didnât know how long it had been. Years could have passed. He stood, back rooted to the wall, neck numb from memorizing the dust particles on the floor.
âCâmon, buddy. Seriously. You canât stay here. Thereâs a shithole of paparazzi waiting to jump.â The manâViroâwas short, stocky, and used to being called Danny DeViro by everyday comedic geniuses. A larger man hovered in the doorway, eyes the colour of green marble.
âHeâs right, N. You know the rule.â
âThank you, Alexander.â Pointedly. âNever stay more than a night,â Viro took a hesitant step towards the unbending spectre. The place was demolished. âAnd we donât got nothinâ to pay for this and you know it. You really have to start being more responsibleââ
âTake a seat.â
âWhat?â
Finally, Hearth looked up, bloodshot eyes. âTake a seat.â It wasnât a request.
The two men knew better than to argue when he was in a mood, and so they did, deciding that the floor was the safest option.
âLook, Nâwe just want to speak with you.â Alexander.
âThen speak.â Grinned. âAnd let your words be true, lest they be few.â
âAlright. I know what youâre thinking. You think this is the end, because Harris is dead. You think you can mourn, settle down, live a normal life, have a bunch of babies. Butââ glances were exchanged with Viro. âBut you have to keep going. Youâre notâŠmade for a normal life. When we met you in SudanâN, you shouldnât even have been alive. I donât know what the fuck is up inside of you but youâre something else. You know it too. Controlling fire? Thatâs some freaky X-Men shit, donât none of us got that and never will. Youâre a good soldier. Weâve aced every mission weâve gone on. Itâs no time to stop. You could be great, N. Donât fade now.â
Viro. âThereâs a battle raging on, N. You canât just ignore it. The world is in tatters. The global economyâs laying dead in the graveâsorry, too soonâbut you know what Iâm saying. The only thing left is to fight. You canât give up now. Whoeverâs hunting you down is gonna find you. The only thing left is to fight.â
Silence.
Digits appeared then. Hearthâs forehead, cradled by vein-streaked hands, bulging like bad news. Explosion was a great possibility. There was a 98% chance that he would combustâa 2% chance he would break down. When he finally did look up, the artificial light was cruel. His face was haggard.
âDonât you see? There is no accomplishment. There is no monstrosity. There is no victory, there is no purpose. You two donât fear in battle. Not because youâre stronger, but because there is nothing to lose. You have nothing. There is nothing.â He picked casually at the mattress, yanking out a fistful of metal springs. He shook them. âThis is nothing. This room is nothing. Itâs all fucking vanity.â
Smile, Eight Thirteen.
Shut up.
âMy purpose,â voice rising, âIs dead. In all the time youâve known me, my purpose was one thing. I am a billion questions and no answers. Do I even exist, Viro? Do you, Alexander? Do you?â Louder. âWhat would you have me do? I believe in nothing.â A crazed look grabbed his eyes and he clutched at his head, neck arched, elbow jerking back and heaving the bedside table against the window. A large crack appeared.
âYou fight and fightâAlexander, for power, Viro, for destruction. If fighting would bring to me hope or faithâI would fight.â
âHope or faith?â Viro stood, slight fear fuelling his irritation. âDonât bring your philosophical bullshit into this.â
âHey, relaxââ
âNo Alexander, I will not fucking relax. Iâve had to keep this trio together, Iâm the fucking brains behind all this shit and heâs telling me he wants hope or faithââ
You know what your problem is, Eight Thirteen? You don't know who you are. You were spawned of the demon and so it is he who gives you desire. You were born for Apollo and now that he is gone, you are meaningless. There isâ
Voice like a cannon, a thunderstruck room.
âThere is no Hearth Nott.â
Instinctively, Viro stepped back, at the sheer volume of it all.
âTell me where he is, and I will fight for him.â