Damien watched Alan lie there in his bed, the only movement being his shoulders shaking slightly. Was the prince crying? He knew better than to pursue it. Alan would want to take this on his own- and Damien was quite sure he knew exactly what had happened. Though he had tried to warn the prince, he couldn't help but feel sorry for him, and perhaps even a bit guilty. I should have tried harder to warn him... He thought, and forced himself to tear his eyes away from the dismal scene.
Time passed, and the Alan the world knew was dead. He left behind a broken, walking corpse that perormed all of his royal duties, however, it was clear that Alan was not there. Even the queen, who usually barely took notice of him, once made a comment about how he looked so lifeless. Indeed, everyone could clearly see something was wrong.
His blue eyes, windows to the sky on a bright sunny day, the color of laughter and happy memories, had become no more than a shroud. They seemed darker, in a way, but mostly, they were flat. A curtain had been drawn behind them such that no light of emotion was allowed to shine through. Even his expressions had flatlined, becoming monotonous. If he ever smiled at all, it was a mirthless image, painful to see.
Alan's heart was in nothing anymore- he knew the pieces of it still lay in the garden, where he had left it that day. Since then, he hadn't so much as stepped foot in the garden. There were too many wonderful memories there, and he couldn't stand it.
Then came the funeral. The king died, ill in his bed, as everyone expected. And, as expected, all eyes turned to the prince. Now that it was curtains for the king, it was Alan's show. But he could not perform without a supporting character...
So the casting director was called in- his mother. She came to him late in the evening, trying to act maternal and comforting as if she had done so all his life. Alan was unaffected by it, as with many things. "Alan, I have the most wonderful news for you!" She began with a smile, speaking to her shell of a son. Alan stared blankly at the wall with his dead eyes, his mouth set in a hard line. Not expecting a response, the queen continued. "You are going to be married, in six months!" She clapped her hands together, portraying the doting, loving mother excited for her son's wedding. Alan did not move. "It's Georgia- you remember Georgia, right?"
Georgia. Of course he remembered Georgia. They had met a few times in the past, all memories that Alan would quite like to erase permanently. She was utterly contemptible in Alan's eyes. And yet, she was to be his wife.
What could he do? His heart would ache, if he still possessed it. He would have to marry her, and she would be his queen. The thought, simply sickening. Alan had no desire to be king anymore. All desire for anything seemed to be gone. He was merely going through the motions of living his life, of 'moving on'.
Still more time passed. Georgia was brought to the palace a few times, to get used to her future home. Each time they met, Alan seemed even worse than he had been before. He refused to speak to her. Though she was a bit put off at first, she recovered rather quickly. After all, she would get to marry the prince, even if he wasn't any fun anymore...
A few more nights, wrought with falsely pleasant dreams and very little sleep. Damien seemed to have his own things to worry about, so in the morning, they would have matching bags under their eyes. One such morning, the lookalike twins trailed in to the dining hall, Alan taking his set and Damien standing dutifully behind him. The prince ate robotically, each movement carefully practiced and mechanical. After Damien's turn, they walked back to their room together and almost simultaneously fell onto their respective beds. Damien had pulled out the locket and was absentmindedly toying with it again. Alan had buried his face into his pillow again, shutting out the world. Though he didn't say so, it wasclear to Damien at least that he was thinking of Rosalie. The guard had a sort of secret hope that they could be together somehow, Alan and Rosalie- at least then perhaps the prince would be less sulky...
I'm so glad I met you in a corner of this changing world
So overwhelmed with emotions that I couldn't put into words
When we meet again, will I be able to get them through to you?
Good luck my way, smile at me~ <3
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