Bride-to-Be
{Anika Halcyon}- {Seer} - {Curious | Imaginative | Innocent}
♥ = Romantic Interest || ☺ = Friends || ◑ = Neutral || ☠ = EnemiesVermillia Party
♔ Casimir Vermillia ♔
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♔ Heine Vermillia ♔
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♔ Eri Vermillia ♔
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♔ Cecil Vermillia ♔
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W-well… he's is..um….quite….. unique..? I don't mean it in a bad way, of course! He truly is far different from his distant brothers, from what I can tell, and a lot of people adore him for that..*I think..it could also be his looks..* I never really had that much interaction with men..or woman… or with anyone for that matter…s-so please don't take it the wrong way when I shrink back when you talk to me! Though, despite his flaws, it's comforting to know that he treats other women of all ages like princesses, that he would never strike one. For that, I guess you could say I respect him. I wonder why Calliope and Rohan don't like him….?
♔ Lacey Vermillia ♔
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♔ Lealia Sauveterre ♔
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Halcyon Party
♗ Anika Halcyon ♗
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An opinion on myself…? That's an odd thing to ask… but… if I had to answer, I don't think you would like the response very much. I'm sorry but, in all honesty, I despise myself. How ironic, isn't it? Considering you are suppose to "love" yourself more than anyone else in this world… guess I'm breaking that stereotype. I can admire certain aspects of my person, I'll admit that, such as my body's abilities and the effort put behind such change, but that adoration is quickly lost when I look back. It isn't necessarily pity that I feel..but… more or less disgust. Since I was 2, actually since I was first brought forth into this world, I was melded by other's opinions and desires… I became a "bargaining chip", something, not someone, that should be put in my grandfather's coffers. I should be happy… after all, this is what any noble family strives for; a glorious marriage in which riches are sowed. But, I learned the hard way; when you live up to other's expectations, you lose sight of your own standards and wishes. Back then, I did what I was told… constantly trained to bear the brute of this world's harshness based on my appearance, constantly crafted to be both a lady and a man. Of course, it was worth it in the end… even if I didn't have a chance to be a kid.. I'm still thankful to Calliope and Rohan. And when I heard the King of Vermillia asked for my hand, I finally felt like I could do what I desired with my life. After all, that should have been enough to satisfy my society, everyone who wanted great things from me…right? I overcame the difficulties placed on me by my appearance, I am going to become a Queen…even if my husband isn't necessarily thrilled with my person. Unfortunately, I don't think it is…I feel as if my grandfather has even more tricks planned for his puppet granddaughter. After all, I'm a pathetic creature driven by other's wills and I can't do anything about it. …..O-oh, I'm sorry! I've completely ruined the mood… Ju-just lovely.
♗ Calliope ♗
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♗ Rohan Azorius ♗
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