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by MilkHoney on Wed Sep 12, 2012 12:17 am
Thank you Jag and Marionette. It looks like I'm leaving. After I collaborate with another player to kill off my character.
If the godmodding was plot-based, or environmental, which the GM committed, I probably wouldn't be as icked out as I am. Sometimes it is necessary to get the party back on track. I'd edit my previous post to fall in line with the GM's mission. But it's nothing so grand. The GM's character is threatening, fighting and attacking everyone, and then writing how other characters are reacting. It isn't plot herding, it's autohitting and controlling PCs.
I don't think OOC drama should ever enter into the IC. That being said, and without going too deeply off topic, I'm going to explain the circumstance behind the instances in which I've allowed boulders to fall from the sky. I was pissed -as their DM- because they kept killing themselves off despite all my efforts to keep them alive. The closest I came as a DM to having a PC of my own was a high level NPC cleric that I invented for the sole purpose of rescuing the party. The greatest threat I posed them was making them reroll a new character before they decided to walk their Level 1s into the mouth of the nearest beastie. Did they fear pissing me off because of the possibility of falling boulders? No. Because I might not order Chinese takeout? Yes. When I truly want to be intimidating, I fail epically, but there was still the intent, however weak, of inspiring fear in my players. I own up to that.
I came here because I know when I'm pissed, I don't deal with things well, and need plenty of time to cool off and hear reason. And also because I was surprised no one was voicing concern with the GM's character, though we had people pulling out with different excuses.
The sort of godmodding happening is action based and presumes upon the actions of other characters without allowing those players input. It is the most common type of godmodding I encounter. I don't have fun interacting with Ultimate Fighters. Or romance bots. And since the GM's character interacts with everyone, all the time, my scowls are outweighing my smiles. So I need to make my exit.
But first I'm naming who gets to kill my character and writing the death scene. A little (melo)drama will probably cheer me up immensely.
I will be talking with the GM, now that I've calmed. She told me she's never had anyone else give her feedback before, and was excited to have received some, so she probably would benefit from a mentor.
Thank you both, again, for answering this SOS.
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