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by Eternity on Mon Oct 20, 2008 10:15 pm
Before this simple mind could register his thoughts, his actions, that recurring look that dwelled in the depths of his unfathomable eyes- he was before me. The speed of a storm's lashing gust carried him to me, and his arms were like cold fire against me. From his skin, I felt the heat of something that could not be taken in through a sense, but a heat that burned brightly- triggered within the core of my being. My heart thudded in my chest as if it were to bound out and hit the floor with a diverging burst! I wasn't sure what had happened, in minutes just passing, to Master Kuro, but something surely happened.
His voice was the chime of a harp's golden strings to grace my ears. So quiet, but so loud. I felt as if my mind were reaching out to wrap around his words, take them in and wallow in each individual sound and unrelinquished meaning. I held my breath, only letting it out in tiny muffled gasps, closing my eyes and melting against him. How long had I wanted to only be held!
Jakob, in his own manner, had held me before- but never like this. Never with the supple whispers of desire waltzing from his lips with such amazing grace.
"Kuro?" I managed in a whisper, as his silence ensued for some odd moment. But he did not miss a thing, for those quizzical and riddling lips began to move again, foretelling more of this man's mystery. And to me, it was almost compassionate; one man's pain foretold to me like so- and his previous words began to register.
To unlock me. To unwind me. To soothe me from self-damnation. I closed my eyes, as if I could see the words slinking around the inside of my lids. Deep in my mind, I could replay the embrace, and it was fargone- to some point that I still could not help but wonder what led him to do so. I was but a slave... But he, he was the epitome of what I'd desired without Jakob.
Taking a deep breath, I walked forward, my limbs shaky from the sudden overwhelming emotion surging through every limb with this heart of mine betraying me. I felt as if the world could listen in on the thundering of this heart.
"Mast-..." I stepped closer, kneeling, reaching a warm, slender hand out to caress his cheek. Blue hues searched his own, falling over him with some new longing and curiosity.
"Kuro." I said, his voice rolling off my lips in a new way that I wouldn't have previously thought it could. "How cruel of me, to leave you. It is I, that attends this home, and it is you, who made a home of this place, for me. I cannot... For my dreams and desires have taken a turn unlike any other. Twisting and uncoiling from their previous wars, for you, sir. I wish, that you can understand, but we ... need to leave. Further, we can discuss this. When we are home once more." I stood up, drawing my hand unwillingly away from his cheek.
Stepping to the bed's edge, I lifted the dress just barely. Then, I began to undress. Staring into the large mirror across from me, did I re-assess this body that I had not taken into personal view in so long. My skin was still its perfect olive tone- a rich tan with a tint unknown. My limbs still toned and lengthy, I had not changed all that much. All that changed were the occasional burn scars, lash scars, and the two teeth marks upon the top of my left breast from my previous Master.
I lifted the dress once more, and began to put it on, watching in the mirror as I transformed from a slave, to a goddess of women. I didn't even know, that myself, could be so beautiful. But I was. I felt the silk against my skin, and it was the most glorifying moment of my life. I almost felt like a small child in my Sunday gown, lingering in the shades of my mother's garden. A beauty unexplainable, though we can feel it around us.
I combed my hair up, and slid the clip into it, holding it up into a beautifully created bun.
Again, I was still within the mirror, turning just barely to draw my eyes to Kuro.
"Come hither, and tell me, if you would mind having me here, as whatever you please me to be, for the years to come?" I said gently, taking another steady breath as I ran my fingers over the black jewels upon the bed.
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