OOC: Huzzah! I found a plausible explanation as to why the last names Crosslin and Vandenbrooke keep shifting! Woot! Horray lol! I don't know if I'll manage to work it into this post, but no worries....I got this all covered!!!
IC:
When Jessica returned to Hogwarts, she did not allow herself to slip into a vegetative state. Although every nerve in her body, every fiber of her being was crying, SCREAMING for her to shut down and not function...she forced herself to attack her studies with an almost unholy vehemence.
It was surprisingly easy enough to fake smiles and accept the pats on the back she got from her fellow Gryffindors (who were altogether pleased and rather excited that they had gotten box seats at the game, and were thinking about little else). It was also effortless to pour her entire soul into her work, almost as easy as forcing the body through a rigorous training regime.
She hardly allowed herself time to think, much less muse. At night, she not kept a radio on, scared to be alone with herself in the quiet.
One morning the following week, the general buzz in the Great Hall during breakfast was a little different than who's dating who, and what teacher was doing which lesson. Now everyone seemed to be talking about the late night visit of someone named Bullhorn Brimley. Puzzled, Jessica paused over her eggs and toast, but then it came to her. Remus Brimley, otherwise known as Bullhorn, the Prime Minister of Great Britain must have been to the castle last night with someone from the Initiative to clear up the mess about...
Race.
She allowed herself to think his name only dimly. It didn't help that her Eagle Owl's name was Race, as well. Race (both the owl and the boy) had been named after the famous Wimbourne Wasps' player years ago, Racer Rikim, who was famous for coaxing almost unheard of speeds out of his Firebolt....
The owl Race now swooped in with the rest of the mail, but this time stopped only for a bit of toast before heading back to the keep. Jessica watched the creature go, and she felt a slight pang. Someone from the Initiative had been at the castle last night, and hadn't sent word? No one decided to send her a letter this morning? Didn't they realize that now, more than ever, she needed their support?
Jessica sighed and leaned back, throwing her fork down on the table. Dangerous thoughts were swirling around in her mind, about her father, Jake, and the summit coming up in a few weeks. Was she going to be included there, or did they not want her running off and trying to save kids again?
Rage swept through her, and she had to fight to keep her powers under control. This, she knew now, was why she had tried to busy her mind. If she thought about the events in Denver, she would just get angry. Angry at Jake for stopping her, angry at him and the rest of the Unit for holding her back...
For letting Jack Crosslin get to him. She could have saved Race, she should have--
She was talking about him like he were dead. Everyone was. The Daily Prophet article a few days before had been shocking enough to pull her out of her manic busybody state.
Students were now talking about Wolves and secret American Organizations, and how they were spiriting away children into the night. No one took things very seriously anymore, it was well known that Bullhorn Brimley wanted his country to think him a hero, and once a month or so the Prophet would slip in a completely bogus story about darkness and depravity striking the nation...
Honestly, Jessica preferred politics here. If popularity and the appreciation of his people were all that Remus Brimley wanted, then more power to him. Jessica's mind was often left spinning when she thought of America's government, where the lines stopped and ended, where the muggles stopped being involved and where the power came to the wizards...
"Why do they call him Bullhorn?" Jessica asked the seventh year girls across her table.
They burst out laughing, not a mean sort of laughter, but the pealing sort that you just have to grin along with. The blonder of the two spoke, "Bullhorn has the loudest voice you can ever even imagine! When he was a kid, people say, he had a terrible accident with his wand and his voice is left always magnified, magically! When he talks, its like there's a Bullhorn in your face!"
"Catchy....and how do we all know that he was at the castle last night?"
"How deep do you sleep, Dragonfly?" The other girl asked incredulously, "The entire castle was nearly shaking from the force of that man's jawing..."
"Really? I thought that was thunder..."
Jessica went on through her day, casting searching glances upon all the teachers. Jake had warned her that something big might be happening at Hogwarts, but that had been months ago. Things could have changed since then. Did the presence of Bullhorn Brimley mean that something bigger was going down already? Which of the teachers knew about the Initiative? She knew here at school that they can't have left her completely to her own devices...they were watching her somehow, making sure that she was alright...
It was a peculiar moment in Defense Against the Dark Arts that day (after she had put her entire being into one reducto curse, completely vaporizing her target) when Jessica looked down at her wand and realized that it was not her own. This confused her for a second and then she realized...she still had Yate's wand, and her father still had her own! She was filled with a deep swooping rage, once more. What could he be doing to her wand? Cursing it, degrading it? Or had he snapped it in two?
No, she had not felt it. She would have felt it. In the wood beneath her fingers, Jessica could feel that the wand she held now belonged to a dead man...