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Moonlight shone over the swamp. Turning the stagnant water and rotting vegetation varying shades of emerald brushed with silver. A light breeze shifted the fetid air, brining only a slight reprieve from the stench. The night was silent accept for the sound of mud sucking as Moira pulled her boot out near the waters edge and the squelch as she took another step.
She slapped away a mosquito that had alighted on her neck, smearing a stain of blood and goo on her pale skin. Mosquitoâs seemed to be the only life forms in this swamp. One of the reasonâs she had chosen to take up residence there. She was tired of running and hiding.
Humans had concurred every square foot of the land outside the swamp, driving Moira from places she had once considered home. Humans had hunted down her pack until only she was left. Her packs coats mounted on the walls above fireplaces, laid on the bare floor like rugs, trampled by dirty feet. All in the name of human comfort or âsportâ.
She brushed a few bitter tears from her eyes. Theyâd been whittled down until only she was left. She pulled on her boot too hard, her foot escaping her shoe and she fell into the mud. She splattered her face with fowl smelling liquid, it ran down her face and pattered to the soggy ground, hiding her burning cheeks and puffed eyes. She wrinkled her nose at the stench.
Grumbling she scrambled to her feet. The moonâs pull was strong tonight, but the swamp treeâs hid most of its icy glow. As much as she missed its cooling touch on her skin, she was glad that the treeâs offered her the resistance she needed tonight. She was too weak to make the transformation smoothly, and a wolf in half form was vulnerable until the morning gave it release.
Many had died like that, either by some misfortune or in some cases their own pack. Moira wasnât sure how she knew this, having never met another thing like her since sheâd been alive, but somewhere deep inside, she knew never to take wolf form when she was this tired.
She lifted her head and let out a mournful and wavering howl, it lacked her usual subtle tones and beautiful tone; it lifted into the silent air and faded into the darkness of the surrounding trees. There was no reply. Sheâd never expected one. Struggling to her feet, she could feel swamp slime slide between her fingers and toes.
She abandoned her other boot, a useless human tool that just made her trek that much harder. She was away from prying human eyes now; she was safe to slowly shed the humanity she had adopted while travelling threw the town.
How many wolf pelts had she seen piled high on a wagon, rolling slowly to the market stool? Some still so fresh that when the wind turned she caught their scent, and blood, sheâd had to turn away swiftly before she gave herself away. Sheâd never fled âcivilisationâ so fast, and never so somewhere so dank and cold.
Moira pulled her cloak about her tighter, without fur the air bit at her flesh, rising tiny goose bumps of protest. The nights would be cold now, without her packs fur to warm her cold skin. Their scent lingered in her memory, bringing forcible images of her time spent with them, beautiful images that brought more painful tears to her eyes.
Memories that were such a contrast to this blank landscape with its drab colours where everything struggled to live. Suicide was not in her vocabulary, the last of her pack, she had a duty to survive, but hiding here, in this godforsaken place was like signing her own death warrant.
She would either adapt to her new life, or die before sunrise. At that moment in time Moira wasnât sure which one she would have preferred.
The night was inky black, but her night vision picked out every detail in black and white, the only wolf trait she retained while in human form. Scenes like a black and white photograph all around her.
Moira slumped against a tree a little back from the waters edge. Falling into sleep in her exhaustion, she soon woke up screaming, the images of her dying pack tattooed to the inside of her closed eyes, playing horrors out in minute detail in her dreams.
Their dying howls and whimpers echoed in her ears. She clamped her hands to the sides of her head, trying to block the horror out, but it just kept coming.
âSHUT UP!â she screamed, her throat scratching as she forced the words from her mouth. Her shout died in the heavy silence, but the images and voices faded until she was alone with herself once more.
She looked to what little of the violet sky she could see. The moon winked blithely as clouds skittered past. For years she had loved nothing more than being what she was. Human most of the time, but able to run with her pack every full moon, snuggling into their soft fur their earthy smells as sweet as a lullaby as they rocked her to sleep.
As she stared at that cold white orb she felt the first stirrings of hate. For humans. For death, for what she was.
An eagle owl landed silently in a tree opposite her, swivelling its head to almost 360% so it could watch her with its back to her. It regarded her coldly, looking down itâs beak at the wreck of life before it. Sprawled haphazardly on the swamp floor.
âGo away,â she said softly. She didnât need an audience to her misery, much less a snooty owl. It slowly blinked its huge cold eyes, her image reflected in both perfectly. It didnât move though. It continued its silent vigil of the pathetic half human before it. Its broken spirit and depression disgusting of a creature meant to be so strong and graceful.
âGO AWAY!â she screamed again, this time it took flight, with lazy flaps of itâs quiet wings, barely rustling the branch it had sat on, despite itâs massive size. It swept off into the night, leaving Moira behind. For a moment she wished it would return, if only to have some proof that life could thrive here, despite the odds, if only for the company she craved so desperately but couldnât have.
The owl skittered over the tree tops, swooping low, searching for prey, finally dwindling to a shadow in the darkness. Moira watched it go, wishing sheâd been born part owl so she could fly like that, to leave all her troubles earth bound. She shoved her thoughts aside and settled in for a long and fitful night.
As dawn rose weak and watery as everything else in the swamp Moira loosened her stiff limbs from sleep. Sheâd made it threw the night, somehow that seemed like less of a blessing than she had expected. She would have loved to be released from her duty by passing peacefully in the night.
Her clothes were soaked threw and the air was chill, warning of winter and frost. She should have spent the winter in the village, it would be her first without the packâs protection, but a season with those animals, was more than she could bear. Watching them wearing wolves as coats, lining boots, skinning the corpses. It turned her stomach.
She was thirsty but the swamp water looked uninviting, she couldnât afford to make herself any weaker. She needed shelter, food and a clean source of water. She had little in the way of possessions; sheâd never needed them before. A tinder box sheâd always had since before she could remember, but had never needed before, the clothes she wore and some rope.
Moira built a temporary shelter out of sticks and leaves. It wouldnât be enough as permanent home, it would only really do for one night, but it was better than sleeping so exposed again. it would do for now until she could find a cave, if there was one in this goddamned place!
She heated water to drink, but it tasted fowl and she tipped the rest away, sorry for the waste of fire and wood, but she wasnât thirsty enough yet to drink that kind of water. She set a trap to catch rabbits then grabbed a few hours sleep. When she woke up it was mid afternoon, judging by the pale sun threw the trees. It was already getting colder; the sun didnât reach far enough to warm the earth.
Mist was rolling in over the swamp, another side effect living here would have. Even with her sharper than average vision, mist was going to be a problem. She decided to check her traps and curl up for the night with a small fire. The mist was already thick on the ground; she couldnât see her foot in front of her.
Before she could truly realise what sheâd done she was hanging upside down from the rope she had set to catch rabbits, her head about a foot from the swamp floor. The owl returned landing on a branch near by, she was almost certain it was the same bird. Amusement and condescending seemed to flicker in its golden orb eyes, glowing like lanterns in the descending dark.
âDonât just sit there,â she shouted, finding it hard to form words with the blood rushing to her head, âhelp me down.â
But again it silently watched her, making no move to help her. It lifted from the branch, spreading it huge brown wings and glided silently on an unsuspecting mouse, before lifting off smoothly as if there were no effort at all involved and landed back on its branch, swallowing the mouse whole.
It watched her for a few more moments as she thought of ways to get herself down without hurting herself or cutting her precious rope, the owl lifted off again and floated over the mist, barely disturbing it as it passed, leaving Moira hanging from a tree.
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