The Coronai tried to maintain her cheerful facial expression as he tried to argue the point of her "beauty" but the word was so subjective that anyone, really, could throw it around while having no real bearing or authority on the matter that was being discussed. Tawny did, however, find it touching that her Flyboy, Tarik, would see her in such a light, notwithstanding the foregoing opinion. He was a kind and gentle spirit, much deserving of better than herself, but she were the type of selfish person who would still rather see him be happy with her than with any other person whose goodwill and merit matched his own.
Images of her past haunted her mind, then, when he asked her refutes to his claim; dark images filled with the type of wickedness that even the most stalwart Horror novelist would cringe at. All this time, she kept smiling innocently then shook her head - an immature rebuttal, "I'm.. just not."
Oh, how she had wished at that point that she had a mirror to see herself, a compact, but she would take his word as gospel. Maybe she'd catch a passing glimpse of herself in any of the dressing room mirrors on their way out but, right then, she didn't want to be separated from him. In a way, he was able to quell the rabid thirst she felt. There was a reason her Path was called the 'Anthem of Masochism'.
"Sure~" Tawny nodded a little bashfully, accepting his invitation to go back to the much too populated Celebration Hall. But, if it wasn't already understood, as long Tarik were there - she'd be okay with it. A puzzled look crossed her face at his small confession, "Really? You seem so much more comfortable than m..me." After all, he did proudly don the tribal wear of his race so.. why wouldn't he be more comfortable in a fancy party like this one? And, in thinking about it, Tawny found that she was a bit envious because there seemed to be no real advantage to being a Coronai; granted there was the vast power that came with it but that power could only destroy. She.. she wanted to create.
She couldn't even bear children. What good would she be to him then?
Having her reverie broken by his little pep talk, she dramatically inhaled and exhaled - with a much too stern expression - then covered her lips as a giggle filtered through. "Okay, I think I'm ready."
Tawny.. seemed more radiant and much more willing to face the world then. All thanks to Tarik.
>>>Exiting the Dressing Room>>>