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age: 21
sexuality: Heterosexual
birthday: November 23
occupation: Barista at coffee shop
hexcode: 003333xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxDiary of Dreams - She and Her Darknessxx||xx Lacuna Coil - Virtual Environmentxx ||xx Massive Attack - Come Near Me
secrets:
Heather keeps it a secret that she has schizophrenia. The only ones that know are her parents and good friend. She doesn't like how differently she's treated or the looks others give her if they know. Especially, after being compared to crazy people in mental institutions when Heather was younger.
But her big secret is the one of her being a kidnap victim. The PTSD alongside her already existing mental condition was practically unbearable. Especially, when passing by the spot where she was taken almost daily going to and from school. She hated being reminded of the even and didn't like talking about it with anyone outside of her psychologist. So Heather moved away as soon as she was legally able.
▲Music
▲Sketching
▲Writing
▲Anything Horror & Occult
▲Cloudy and rainy days x
▼Loud people
▼Mainstream music
▼Disrespectful and insensitive people
Daydreaming
Sketching
Spacing out
Listening to music
Observing others
ø Being the center of attention ø
ø Sports ø
ø Number of fears increase when off meds ø
ø Extroverts ø
It's all true, God's an alien, Neverland is the 2nd star to the right & this planet is where the monsters go.
appearance:
Heather wears clothes similar to what you could guess a person obsessed with dark things would dress like. But she wasn't on the extreme side. Her clothes were quite normal with the added fact that her default color revolved around black and greys. Heather is a big fan of wearing shirts with some type of logo or picture on them. Even after leaving high school her apparel almost always consisted of something out of hot topic.
personality:
Heather was once a pretty outgoing girl. Sure, she was shy at first but once she opened up she was a joy to be around. And if a topic came up that was around one of her likes then she was immediately engaged. Especially, the topic of music. Even though her hobby of loving occult and horror topics would bite her in the ass if she ever forgot to take her meds, she just couldn't keep herself away from the subject. They were fascinating subjects because they often revolved around the unknown. And the unknown was a topic Heather liked entertaining herself with. With how many shows, podcast, movies, and stories the girl has heard, read, and watch on the subjects she could be considered a guru.
But after the kidnapping Heather became a different person. Anything that was outgoing or energizing about her or her personality ceased. She became quiet and withdrawn. Many times during her long recovery phase, it almost seemed like the medicine she took for her medical condition didn't work. And her paranoia grew to the point where it was a constant emotion Heather had. After she moved she felt much better as if a weight was lifted off of her shoulders and she almost returned to her pre-kidnapped state but with a lot less social interaction. That is until the place she left in her past seemed to be calling back to her.
When Heather was sixteen she was kidnapped. Her only mistake was deciding to walk home alone that night and being in the wrong place at the wrong time. While taking a normal route from a friend's a van pulled up and two men exited the vehicle quickly and jumped the girl. It wasn't hard for two grown men to overpower a five foot three, one hundred and twelve pound, girl. Heather was immediately subdued through chloroform and carried back to the van. She was held in some type of basement cellar for a few days. She eventually learned that she was going to be sold as a slave and was taken care of to a small degree since she was going to be someone else's property and was considered good merchandise since she was both Asian and American. But they didn't account for her mental state. Heather was schizophrenic and did not have her medication on her during the kidnapping. This immediately made her useless as a slave and would hardly fetch a decent price let alone a good one since people of her medical condition weren't worth the trouble they were to put up with. So Heather was then left in the cellar. She was rarely fed or taken care of anymore. She saw other girls, and even young boys, come and go. Three months later the kidnappers were talking about moving their operations somewhere else since staying in one place too long after taking so many was risky. The abductors were preparing to kill the girl when a police raid happened. Both of the kidnappers as well as a few others part of the operation were killed, refusing to go down without a fight or be taken in.
Heather was rescued being extremely malnourished and dehydrated. Doctors guessed she wouldn't have lived much longer if left in the current condition. It took a full year of weekly therapy to even get any resemblance of normalcy out of Heather again. But even then the effects of PTSD were still obvious. She'd seen others killed for trying to escape and many more were taken and never seen again, most likely sold off. Immediately after turning eighteen she moved away hoping a change in location and scenery would help her get over her PTSD and try to gain some semblance of life back.
