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"Son, brother, father, daughter, sister, mother, son, brother, father, daughter, sister, mother..." she repeated to herself softly and slowly. Over and over again throughout the process of moving her, of transporting her. Her thoughts drifted out of her again, leaving her circumstances. Looking for somewhere better...
Once, one meal, the old chef who worked for the mansion slipped her a secret note in her food. A calming letter by the kindly old, fat, jolly man, welcoming her back and apologizing for her return at the same time. He'd always been nice to her, one of the few in the house who had, and that meal he'd also made her favorite fish, just the way she had liked it when she was younger. No one else ever said a word to her, not even written, and Lucifer never came to visit. Until that day, however long it had been.
He came into the room and simply sat in a chair beside her bed, the door locking behind him immediately as it always had. He came during her meal, fruits, nuts, and a seared meat of some kind, something gamey and briny, probably a coastal animal. His clothes were fine as always, so was his hair, and his cane and shoes were freshly polished. Lucifer merely sat nearby, turned the television to the stock channel, and remained damnably silent.
She tried to ignore him as he first entered, busying herself in counting the wrinkles in the sheet covering her. She blinked languidly at her food, as if deciding whether to indulge her needs or not. She gave up trying to "win" by denying herself and ate, stuffing her face until she could no longer.
She twitched and finally broke under the silence. "What do you want...Mr. Fortuna?" she questioned softly, brokenly. He'd never come to here without trying to extract something from her. She'd grown accustomed enough to his ploys in her years under his roof. Not a moment was wasted on her without expectation of extracting some price.
Which was true enough. The emotional abuse and the manipulation yes, but never physical before. "Tweren't...gentle of me. No manners, no class, and I be apologizin'. That be all." And then he'd resumed his silence, tsking every once in a great while, flipping channels occasionally. Even when the nurse came in to change the bandages again, and to take her food tray away, he was silent... It was...odd for the flamboyant man she had known...
"I've...known better than to run from possessive men. I deserved the bruises...the slaps...all of it...I accept it...It's been my fault from the beginning...hm?" She scooched herself farther under the covers, her wings laying over her body like a blanket. "I'm the reason they're dead."
It was so unlike Lucifer to be this way, to her, to anyone. "I...be gettin' old. And I have no excuses for what I did, or what I be doin' to this day. And I don't plan on stoppin' soon either. However...I am not...the blameless youth I once be. I acted like I was for years, even after I realized me bones ache and me eyesight be getting worse. Things don't be tasting as good. And I have no one to be leavin' it all to, cept you and Harb."
A short pause as he regarded a cartoon fish chasing a squirrel around a pool before flipping the TV off. "No...not a soul. Not even me own. So I won't be keepin' ya in the house unless ye want to stay. No racing unless ye want to race. I'd just rather...not be alone anymore. Thats all." And the surprising thing was, even if she didn't know it, every single word he said had been true.
"Why...? Why would you...how could admit these things, like a list of groceries? It was...it was my life...Mr. Fortuna..." She couldn't hide her emotions, she was never that way. The breaking, angry pitches betrayed her intentions. "You built and then dismantled everything I wanted! You...You can't...You can't think for a second I could forgive you. After everything you've done to me?" She whirled back towards him, a talon clacking around his over the cane as her face hovered mere inches from him. "What have you done to me?!" she screeched, her voice twofold as an unearthly wind stirred the feathers on her wings and in her hair. Her eyes took on a soft glow. "Do you pity me now?! Now that there's nothing..." The wind and glow ebbed, and she fell forward weakly, her energy gone. "Nothing left for me...but to pretend...?"
Twisting his hands, the cane rapping harshly on the floor. "There be no 'used up'. There be no 'too late'. You can recover from any defeat, meet any goal ye want, if you take what you need, what ye want, and use everything around ye. I be living proof, but ye are not me. Do you want to know why I could do that to you Beib? Why it be so easy for me?" This time, he stood, towering over her. "Its because ye be weak. And I be strong. If we both be enjoying a milkshake, then I be drinking yours before me own, and then making ye pay for both of them." There was a fire in his orange eyes, fire as dark and powerful and the flames of Hell and beyond.
"Ye cannot be weak and survive this world. Ye saw what I did to ye. What the people you ran to did to ye. What they'll keep doin' to ye if ye go back. Here, ye be safe, and here is where you SHOULD STAY. But I said I wouldn't be forcing ye to remain." Another rap of his cane, a harsher glare. "But ye know if ye go back, you'll be eaten alive, no matter what ye do. But if ye be wanting to die, I'd rather kill ye meself." A buzz of his cell phone, and he looked away for a split moment. "Your check up I postponed will be tomorrow night. And Harb is coming home next week. Stay or not, it not be my business anymore." And then Lucifer Fortuna would sit back down, hands back on the head of his cane, the television once more on, a newscasters garbling on about another some some inter-planetary conflict. Small news to the devil incarnate.
She glanced at him slowly as she heard the buzz and his last words froze her heart, an expression of fear and concern swept over her before she could turn away again and she gasped softly, raspily. Then another and another, until it sounded something like a laugh or sobbing. A few moments more of this before she suddenly regained control of her senses and stared at the covers on her. "I want to go back to my room..." she whispered. "I don't like this bed and I can't hear the birds. If you really mean anything you say...allow me recover in peace and comfort..."
"Besides, watching me adoptive grandson waddle about the mansion may bring a joy to me heart. Thaw it a wee bit, perhaps?" A look at her, this time a familiar, eerie spark back in his eyes, as if he was awake. "Of course, it could just be ye withdrawing like a junkie ye be. The nurses told me how you be throwing up in the wee early hours, so it could be shock." This time, there was no questioning if it was cruel or not, but Luci said it all the same, mostly because the bird had whispered it in his ear. "Harb will be so sad to be hearing it, either way though." Then, as if the dagger had never been plunged, "What do ye want to watch?"
"I don't want to watch anything." Harsh, but her tone soon broke again. "Please...just...leave me alone..." she whispered, folding herself up and covering her face and body with her wings.
The television would only blare out the weather forecast, the images of the screen reflecting off of the ex-pirate's eyes with their LCD glare. "However, like I said, that only be if ye don't get ye act together. I knew there not be many harpies left, and if the babe is only half, its still very important to ye species. And more so to its own dear mum, or be I swimming up the wrong stream?" Truth was, once more, none of this was a lie. He fully planned on helping her get better, in every sense of the word, just so she could take care of the babe on her own of course. He'd even help. But damned be it if someone who was his child on paper would become...this.
"I don't want to see you, I don't want to see him, I don't want to see anyone!" she screeched in one of her higher octaves, the mohawk at the back of her head raising as she continued to dig at herself. "Why can't I be left alone?!"
"Now, be that as it may, ye only be me child, legally, for another year or so, give or take a few months. However, I don't want to leave ye empty handed, especially not for the wee babe. So, since ye been down here, I set up a little plan." Menacing to her no doubt. The word, plan. "If ye get clean, clean for a year, and the babe be healthy and happy with ye, there be what they call a trust fund for the child. Your daughter, but me not sure how ye know that. Roughly...four million credits a year, with a fifteen percent interest while they be a minor. It drops to eight when they be big and strong and ready to leave ye nest. Me accountant said it'll be close to one hundred and twenty five million by the time they turn eighteen. I am not doing this as charity, nor as pity. And ye will take this money for the child. This is the one thing I have ever offered ye with no strings attached that weren't all positive for ye. Ye get healthy, the child is safe and secure for life, and you two live happy. This not be a pull at forgiveness, I know I never be getting that nor do I ask for it. I have no regrets for how I ever treated ye except for this current stage." He stood, walking over to the TV, tapping it with his cane head. "Are we clear as water, Beibhinn? You will be taking this money and I will not be asking for a single thing in return from ye. Clear?"
"Harpies are mostly female..." she whispered quietly. "Momma said...that that's why we're almost extinct. Too many women flapping around, but none giving birth to males...Something about the...genetic makeup..." She swallowed hard. "That's how I know. That I'll have a daughter."
"Ye don't trust me. Ye have the right of be that way, and I'd call ye stupid if ye did put any ounce of belief in me before this. Or after. But this moment alone is the only time I ever been, or will be, honest with ye. Its foul really, I hate honesty and made it me life's work to always resist it. But I be owing ye this much." He patted her wing, not lingering, and very gentle. "And if ye be wondering, the guard ye mauled will make it. Lots of surgery, but me men have a helluva medical package. Told his family he be protecting ye from a pack of dogs."
"It doesn't matter...Mr. Fortuna. It doesn't matter if tell the truth or if you lie to me...Either way, you end up in control, don't you?" She let out a haggard sigh as she curled up on the bed, her head tilted into the pillow at an angle so she could watch the television. Nature shows were her weakness...since she'd never step foot out of the constructed landscape of Wing City. "Just...tell him I'm sorry...as if it means anything."
"And ye can tell him yeself. I tried to stop him from coming home til ye got better, and I tried me best to make sure he didn't come home at all, not now, but he's determined, and I respect him enough as me own family to let him do this. Ye will meet, but if he upsets ye, the guards will remove him."
On the television, a large hawk was shown taking a dove unaware from the air, its face sticky with blood and plumage. Check mate.
"I'm tired, Mr. Fortuna." Her voice was soft, innocent, almost the same tone she'd once used constantly when she was just three years younger.
"Get some rest for ye and the little one. Page the nurses if anything is wrong, and if ye need it, here." Luci pulled a small, out-dated flip phone from his pocket, sitting it on her night stand. "It has me own number, personal and offices, and ye can add a few of yer owns later on if ye wish. Holds up to five, not counting mine, and ye can't delete me own either." And once more, he left her. This time the door did not lock behind him.
She motioned to one of the maids who kept near her almost constantly and made a request for more food. Whatever healthy foods the chef could prepare. She tried to make it a kind request, but her voiced came out strained and irritable. The maid turned on the radio to soft, soothing music that Beibhinn usually listened to before hurrying out the large, gold ornamented door. Beibhinn simply curled up into herself again, trying to bury herself and her worries under the throw.
"I'm here to make sure you're being taken care of. Medical check ups, birthing classes, things of that nature. I'll be your personal assistant, and your...rehab coach." She paused to let it sink in. "You can't dismiss...fire...me, but you can send me away for a period of up to twenty four hours. Otherwise, I am at your beck and call. Also, Mr. Fortuna hopes you have settled in well." She stood there, towering and frosty. Something about the way she stood made it obvious this wasn't her normal job, or even close to it.
As her previous adopted mother had once told her, their species were practically extinct. Doctors, nutritionists, even something as simple as masseuses who understood enough about harpies to do an adequate job were far and few between. She'd grown distrustful of some of her trainers, who treated her like a common bird or even a human and yielded poor results in their work. This made her no more comfortable than those situations. Her claws clacked at the gilded window seat as she grew more paranoid of the woman's help or -- as Beibhinn saw it -- hindrance.
"Its all for the good of your child, and yourself, of course. Which is Mr. Fortuna's prime concern. Also, he wanted me to ask if you if you'd like to pick out a set of clothes of your choice, for the dinner tomorrow night. Mr. Fortuna's son arrives at 5:00pm sharp, and if you'd like to show yourself, Lucifer would prefer for you to look your best, but he leaves the decision up to you."