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by Fallen on Thu Feb 04, 2010 6:16 am
Danielle sat in the corner, sobbing uncontrollably, as she had been for the last two hours. In doing so she had given herself a horrible headache, but headaches were something she frequently had, so she easily ignored it. Her eyes were bloodshot, and tears streamed down her face. She whined to no one in particular, how the world was torturing her, leaving her here. How she wanted to die, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. She then brought her frustrations towards God, cursing at him and blaming him for everything. Why was she here? Why was everyone else gone? And what had she done that was so horrible that she should be punished like this. There were often days when she quoted "I wish I could die." Was this his way of making her do it slowly? She thought about her family, and when they were still alive. How she never truely told them how much she appreciated them, and how she never really tried hard enough to make them proud. She was a failure, her parents couldn't even have die happy. Having no more tears left to cry, at least for the moment, she stood up. There were basically two things she could do, sulk here and die slowly, or fight for her life. There were variations of the first one which in the end involved some sort of dying, and she was too chicken for that one. Besides, if she took her life she wouldn't go to heaven, or so goes the stories.
"I hate my life." she mumbled.
Her head pounding, she walked into what was the living room as well as the kitchen...and the dining room. She had quite the tiny apartment. There wasn't much left of it, making it all the more depressing. She actually had a decent food supply, and for the following reasons. She was extremely picky, so she only ate certain things, and she had gotten used to one meal a day because of her odd schedule and her time on the computer. Time would fly on that thing, she would actually forget to eat, and wouldn't even know she was hungry. All she ever ate was dinner. The fridge contents had basically gone bad by now, however she had plenty of canned foods, and dry food, and cereal. She also had water and her trustee supply of sunflower seeds. In truth she wanted to stay here, she was scared to go anywhere else. However, she had to go. She didn't really have anything of great use to bring with her. She found her backpack, one which she had used for art in college, and dragged it to the middle of what was a room. There was a sketchbook in it, along with way too many art supplies. Frowning, she took out the paints, the charcoal, the pastels, the extra notepad, the binder, and made room for new things. She left in the sketchpad, sketching pencils, the utility and extacto knives.
The first thing that occured to her was to bring food of some sort, and she knew that canned food was heavy, so she couldnt bring too much. She walked over towards the brokwn cabinet, and grabbed fruit cocktail, canned peaches, manderine oranges, and canned pears. She then grabbed the Crispix ceral which was next to them. It wouldn't taste good by itself, but it was light. Beneath that on the counter was some tubaware. She grabbed one, and then scavenged the area for the can opener. Eventually she found it barried under what used to be several drawers. She walked over to her backpack, arranging things in there so they would fit, and then walked back towards what was the room, and grabbed a hnadful of under garments, a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, as well as a jacket. And back to her back pack she went, for these items, she folded them so they wouldn't take too much room. [/i]I'm going to get really bored aren't I..[/i] She made her way back into the room and searched it for her ipod, her electronic book reader, and some random book. Eventually she found them all, leaving the place looking worse than before. She also grabbed a small flashlight, and one of those giant ones that was like a spot light. And her meds. She put everything but the spotlight in her bag and put the back pack on, immediately she regret the canned items. Too bad she didn't work out or ever get very active. She stood still for what might have been five minutes, until she finally mustered up the courage to walk outside.
The darkness. Immediately, she wanted to go back. She was extremely afraid of the dark. She always thought something was going to get her. She started shaking a bit, and her mind got the best of her. She started imagining things, and scenarios where those things got her. And so she started running, where she was running to she didn't know. But she was running away from the sound. She imagined someone chasing after her, and she sped up, her legs burning.
She could barely see anything, and her eyes weren't too good in the first place. Why she didn't bring her glasses was beyond her. Becoming exhausted, she slowed, she knew where she was, and the closest thing was Walmart. It would be smart to go there. And get...anything. Anything she needed. Because seriously, who was going to stop her? Danielle looked down at several corpses and remains, they didnt bother her at the moment, but when she recalled this sight later on, they would. She kept looking around as if something was chasing her. What if there was something out there. She couldn't run anymore, she actually wished she had an inhaler, even though medically she didn't need one, she couldn't breathe. She speed walked. She was almost there.
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