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Elijah Youngblood [120] "Secrets make us interesting, without them...how would we thrive?"
Benjamin Bones [120] "Don't trust me, I'll only let you down.
Harley Delgado [120] "Somewhere along the way, I lost myself and I've never been the same since then."
Jayden Delgado [120] "I'm not your fucking princess."
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The next few hours made for what was arguably the longest day in her life. Kissing Eli had fucked her up bad. To the point where she honestly couldn't think of anything else as she sat there in Eric's lap. They spent the day making out and drinking until it was pretty safe to say she was wasted and she honestly couldn't stop her eyes from glancing at Eli every now and then. She'd watched him slip into the bathroom with some girl, and she hadn't even realized she'd tensed until Eric pointed it out, but she'd shut him up easily by going back to kissing him some more.
They were in a crowded bar, but the fact that they were in the back corner, where it was a little darker, meant that they were also a little secluded from everyone else so she let his hands wander, not bothering to stop him because she was honestly just desperate to get Eli off her mind. Kissing him had been beyond wrong, even high off her ass, it should have never happened, and it was best for both of them if it never did again. Yet that was literally all she could think about and it was driving her nuts because it didn't make any sense.
Eventually, Jade saw Eli coming back out of the bathroom, heading outside and she debated following him. Maybe if she could just talk to him about it a second she could clear her mind, but she knew that was a bullshit excuse. The real reason she was sitting there thinking about following him was because she wanted to kiss him again, she knew that. So that's why she stayed where she was, because she couldn't run out there after him and kiss him again. All it would take was a late arrival or a glance out the window and they'd be caught.
So Jae just went back to kissing Eric, letting her lips trace his jaw, pretending he was the only thought in her head. She didn't see Eli come back in this time, so when he grabbed her and yanked her roughly off Eric's lap, she was surprised, and she was about to turn and ask him what the fuck he thought he was doing when he spoke first.
āWe need to talk.ā He breathed, not even giving her a choice as he dragged her through the bar to the bathroom, releasing her to close and lock the door behind them. Once it was locked, he grabbed her again and pulled her close, completely stealing away any words she'd had about how crazy he was being, his lips centimeters from hers, driving her crazy. āI donāt know what the fuck you did to me when you kissed me, but I canāt get you out of my fucking head.ā He smirked before kissing her hard on the lips.
Jae couldn't help herself. She'd been thinking about his lips all fucking day, and now that she had them against hers, it was even better than the kisses on the beach. She moaned against his lips, heart pounding, knowing it was wrong even as she wrapped her arms around his neck and stood on her toes, slipping her tongue past his lips to deepen it. "Fuck." She breathed as she continued to kiss him. "I can't stop thinking about you either." She mumbled against his lips before pulling herself tighter against him, kissing him even harder, knowing, if he didn't stop, she sure as hell wouldn't be able to.
Hoping he could dodge his father had proven to be an impossible task because, even though he'd gone upstairs to hang out with the twins for a while, Sarah had told him where he'd gone, so he'd tracked him down and dragged him downstairs and outside where he could yell at him properly. Only it was a useless attempt at privacy, because even as he stood there, he could glance up at the house and see three bedroom windows open, making it clear they had eavesdroppers.
His father had yelled at him for a good hour and a half, and at the end of it all, he'd honestly felt like shit because his father was the one and only person in the world, aside from Harley, who's opinion mattered to him. No once could cut him down like his father could, so standing there, listening to him call him everything from a waste of a son to an arrogant asshole had really hurt.
After that, he hadn't waited around much longer. He'd walked right back inside, headed for the front door. As he was passing the stairs, Parker was barreling down them towards him, all black, red, leather, and studs, looking like she'd been crying, arms out like she was going to hug him, but he just slipped past her and outside because he didn't feel like listening to her trying to make him feel better. He felt like getting drunk.
So he'd hopped on his bike and taken off to his father's bar, where his gang hung out, and spent pretty much the rest of the day there. He'd lost track of exactly how many drugs he'd taken, but all he knew was it had worked. By the end of the day, his father was out of his head. Only Harley wasn't.
But he knew the remedy for that. He'd been doing it every night for three years. So he grabbed the girl who'd been fawning all over him all day and pulled her outside, backing her up against the building and pulling her panties down from under her dress, glancing around to make sure no one was around, fully intending on fucking her right there in the shadow against the building.
Only when he'd glanced around, he'd spotted Harley, standing in the middle of the street watching him and he cursed under his breath and released the girl, turning and leaving her there, running after Harley. Before she could get back in her car, he grabbed her wrist and turned her. "When I said you know where I am, I wasn't intending for you to go on a fucking suicide mission Har." He breathed, holding her eyes because they both knew it was dangerous for her there. "I've been thinking about you all day. I can't stop it." He sighed. "Actually, I've been thinking about you everyday for the past three years, but I'd have to say today had been particularly difficult." He sighed, running his fingers through his hair.
Harley had known it was stupid to come find him. She knew heād only break her heart, because it had been too long. She didnāt blame him for trying to move on, it was expected of him. The way it was expected of her to marry Tommy, because he was a Saint and heād be faithful to her. But, it killed her to see him with some other girl whether he loved her or not. She knew heād changed sheād seen it in his eyes back at the bar that morning.
She just hoped that maybeā¦but she knew it was false hope. She felt him grab her wrist and spin her to face him and she took a few steps back, because she couldnāt stand being close to him, when she was on the verge of breaking down. She hadnāt even realized sheād started to cry. Sheād been more emotional exhausted in the past twelve hours then sheād ever been in her entire life, including when Ben had ādiedā.
"When I said you know where I am, I wasn't intending for you to go on a fucking suicide mission Har." He breathed and she held his eyes, trying her best to fight her pain. "Actually, I've been thinking about you everyday for the past three years, but I'd have to say today had been particularly difficult." he sighed and she listened as he completely avoid what heād just been doing.
She wasnāt entirely sure what to say to him. She could see it in his eyes he was high off of something, she knew because he had the same darkness in his eyes that Tommy and Jax had when they were high off their asses and it scared her, because she wasnāt sure if heād hurt her if she pushed him too far. But, Harley couldnāt help but push his buttons it was her only defiance and it was what she knew how to do best.
āIs that the best you got babe?ā she breathed. āWhere the fuck did you think I was going to go, it was here or your house and I figured I had a better chance here then if your father answered the door and wander why I was there after three years.ā She spat harshly, letting her anger take over because for once she was tired of crying over him. āYou really looked like you were missing the hell out of me, just a second ago.ā She hissed taking a threatening step closer. She didnāt know who he was but she didnāt give a shit, if he hit her or her said something cruel it was better than feeling numb at this point. She ripped off the chain that was around her neck, that had been hidden under her shirt, with their engagement ring still on it. Tommy hated that she wore it. She threw it at him.
āThought you might want that backā¦seeing as I wonāt be needing it.ā She spat before turning and heading to the driverās side to get in, but she knew better. If she knew any biker, they didnāt let there girls get away with what sheād done to him, but she didnāt give a shit.
Kissing her was incredible, her lips alone were intoxicating and even as he kissed her he knew he should pull away, because it was wrong. Everything about their situation was a bad idea. Yet, as shitty as he felt about it he was too selfish to pull away from her lips. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he warped an arm around her waist, pulling her tight against his body and he kissed her harder groaning as she slipped her tongue past his lips.
"Fuck." she breathed between kissed. "I can't stop thinking about you either." She mumbled before kissing him harder and he smirked loving that he wasnāt the only one who was feeling that way, if he was he might just loose it.
For the moment he chose to ignore the fact that she was his little sister or the fact that he was married or she was ten years younger. None of that matter, the only thing that matter was the way it felt kissing her, because he hadnāt felt that way about someone it three years and he was convinced he never get that feeling from anyone else, but he had with Jaydon.
He walked her up against the wall pinning her there, kissing her hard, slipping his tongue past her lips. His kiss was rough, because of who he was, but there was no less passion or need in the kiss. His lips left hers and moved quickly along her jaw he paused at her ear.
āWe shouldnāt be doing this.ā He breathed against her skin, but his voice told her that he didnāt give a shit, it was honestly just making him want her that much more. He kissed her skin softer this time, it was the kind of kiss he used on most girls to get them to keep coming back, it was an understatement to say that Elijah was experienced when it came to pleasure a girl, he should have a fucking doctorate in fucking a girl and keeping her coming back for more. He was incredibly good at what he did. āTell me you donāt want this Jadiā¦ā he whispered against her skin as his lips moved down her neck incredibly slowly, teasing her on purpose.
One hand rested on the wall next to her head, while his other hand slipped under the waistline of her shorts as he rubbed between her legs. āBecause you know once we do this,ā he breathed pulling away to hold her eyes, but continuing the rub roughly between her legs a wickedly arrogant smirk on his face that made you hate him and want him at the same time. āThereās no going back.ā he said holding her eyes.
Jade couldn't make herself stop kissing him. It felt impossibly good, and at that point she didn't care if it was the liquor or her own fucked up mind that made it so incredible, all that mattered was that, the more he kissed her, the harder it was to pull away. He was incredibly intoxicating, which was strange, because she'd never thought about him that way until that moment, but now that she was, she wasn't sure she'd ever stop. He'd never go back to being her older brother. Suddenly he'd become something else entirely and that was scary as hell.
He walked her backwards and she let him, smirking when he pinned her up against the wall, everything in her on fire, heart racing because she was pretty sure she knew were their kissing was going. He was kissing her roughly, and everything in his kiss told her he needed her which made her head spin out of control. She wasn't sure anyone had ever wanted her so badly in her life. His lips moved fast along her jaw and she closed her eyes as he paused by her ear. She was entirely out of breath, and she knew, even if she wanted to push him away at that point, she couldn't.
āWe shouldnāt be doing this.ā He breathed against her skin, but his tone made her smirk because it was obvious he didn't care. Before he'd been married, back when he was younger, he'd been a lot like her, always wanting to do the things he shouldn't be, and she knew that it was still in him, she just didn't see it as often anymore. She had to admit though, despite the truth in his words, it only made her like the idea all that much more. She'd always wanted things she couldn't have.
He kissed her skin again, softly, making her breath quicken and her knees weak. His lips on her skin were incredible, better than anything Eric had ever done to her and she knew, if she let him continue, it'd be the best she'd ever had. Because he was so much older and more experienced than the stupid high school boys she was always fucking. It was both an exciting and a terrifying thought because, while she knew it would be incredible, she also knew it would be easy to get addicted, and she just couldn't. "Tell me you donāt want this Jadiā¦ā He whispered against her skin but he didn't stop, he just started kissing along her neck slowly, teasingly, and she closed her eyes. Even though his words were telling her to push him off, it was like he was only saying it because he had to. Because his lips felt like they were trying to persuade her.
Jade couldn't move. She could hardly breathe, and if she had any chance of stopping it before it went to far, it was thrown right out the window when he slipped a hand into her shorts and started rubbing between her legs, making her moan instantly because his touch was like pure fire. āBecause you know once we do this,ā He breathed and held her eyes, arrogant smirk on his lips, like he knew exactly what he was doing to her and he knew she wouldn't break away, and she had to be honest, it was working. She couldn't focus on his words with his hand rubbing her roughly the way it was. āThereās no going back.ā He said holding her eyes and Jade just closed her eyes and moaned again.
"Fuck." She breathed before placing a hand on the back of his neck in his hair, pulling his lips back to hers hard, her entire body wanting him at that point. "I don't care." She breathed against his lips because it was true, he had her so worked up at that point, she wouldn't have cared if Jax was standing there in the room with them, she wouldn't be able to stop herself. "Just fuck me. Hard." She breathed in his ear, trailing her lips along his jaw quickly, almost desperately.
Benji could tell she was upset and he couldn't blame her. Several hours ago he'd been swearing he'd love her until he died and told her she could come find him if she decided she needed him to, and then she had, and when she'd found him, he'd been about ten seconds from fucking some other girl. He felt like shit, but he was fucked up, so it didn't last long and he almost hated that she'd come to find him. Because he was afraid he might hurt her. He'd caused her enough pain, he didn't need to give her any more.
āIs that the best you got babe?ā She breathed. āWhere the fuck did you think I was going to go, it was here or your house and I figured I had a better chance here then if your father answered the door and waondered why I was there after three years.ā She spat harshly, and he sighed. āYou really looked like you were missing the hell out of me, just a second ago.ā She hissed, making his jaw clench because the truth was, the whole reason he'd been about to fuck that girl was because he couldn't stop missing her and he'd wanted her out of his head. She'd never understand just how much he'd missed her the past three years.
āThought you might want that backā¦seeing as I wonāt be needing it.ā She spat and tossed something at him and he bent to pick it up. His engagement ring to her on a chain. She'd stalked off and gotten in her car, but he was still in front of it, so she couldn't go anywhere without running him over, and he knew Harley was tough, but he doubted she'd coldly run him down like that.
His fist clenched around the ring before he walked quickly over to the driver's side, pulled the door open, and yanked her out of the car roughly. He held her by the shoulders tightly as he slammed her back into the car and closed the space between them, to that there were mere inches keeping them apart. "You don't want the ring?" He spat, holding her eyes. "Fine, but it doesn't change anything." He hissed, shaking his head.
"You'll always be mine. Don't even try to lie to me and tell me you don't feel the heat between us." He smirked arrogantly. "I know you're afraid to stand too close to me because you're afraid of it. Of the fact that you still fucking love me." He shrugged and held her eyes. "You can marry Tommy if you want, baby, you that'll never change." He spat before kissing her hard on the lips, fisting his hand in her hair tightly, refusing to let her break away, knowing if he kissed her long enough, he'd get her to melt.
She started her car and she was fully intent on leaving and she was honestly pissed off enough that she was debating telling Jaxon, Eli, and Tommy and letting the Saints and the Bloods finally fucking fight it out. It was inevitable the two gangs were just waiting for their moments to attack. She didnāt realize Ben had moved and when she glanced up he was gone and on his way over to her door, only she didnāt get a chance to lock it before he opened the door and jerked her out of the car roughly. He slammed her into the car, causing her to let out a frustrated and pained groan. She was sore from her fight earlier that day with Tommy. He closed the space between them and the heat was undeniable.
"You don't want the ring?" he spat and she held his eyes, her breathing was heavy and she stayed silent for the moment. "Fine, but it doesn't change anything." she rolled her eyes, trying to shove him away but it was no use.
"You'll always be mine. Don't even try to lie to me and tell me you don't feel the heat between us." she hated the arrogance written all over his face and she hated it even more that he was right. "I know you're afraid to stand too close to me because you're afraid of it. Of the fact that you still fucking love me. You can marry Tommy if you want, baby, you that'll never change.ā
He pressed his lips to hers then and at first she was too frozen by the way heād called her his, like she was a possession and that was her first red flag that heād changed for the worse. Then she realized his lips were pressed to hers and he kissed her hard, a hand fisted in her hair holding her there so she couldnāt push him away even if she wanted to and she tried, because she knew exactly what he was doing. She knew if he continued, heād have her again.
Eventually though she couldnāt fight him anymore, her need to feel his arms wrapped around her and the taste of his lips, was too much for her to fight. She took a fist full of his shirt and pulled herself closer. She also knew him well enough to know that fighting him would only make him force her to kiss him that much longer. They were both stubborn and if she gave him what he wanted heād let her go. But, once sheād finally given into him, he had her and it killed her. Because, sheād stopped fighting he loosened his grip just enough for her to shove him away. She moved her body quickly so he couldnāt trap her against the car again, however she knew even if she tried to run from him heād catch her.
āFuck you.ā She breathed but it was weak because all she wanted to do was kiss him. āYou donāt know anything!ā She yelled frustrated with herself for giving into him and she was frustrated with him acting the way he was. She ran her fingers through her hair frustrated with the entire situation sheād gotten herself involved in and she wondered why sheād even gone there in the first place. āYouāre nothing but a spineless coward.ā She spat āAnd your wrong,ā She said holding his eyes. āI donāt love you.ā She lied, pretty convincingly, but as convincing as it was she knew heād be able to see right through her and it would only piss him off.
She kept her distance from him, if he wanted to fight her sheād fight him, but she knew heād win and even though she knew heād win whether it be with cruel words or his lips, she didnāt care because she wasnāt about to let him get away with how badly heād fucked her up, with a simple kiss. If he wanted her he was going to have to fight through hell and back to get her back. She was going to make him fell the way heād made her feel for the past three years without him.
He knew he had her just by the way her breathing had changed. If she hadnāt have wanted to go through with it even as high as Lijah was, he wouldnāt have forced her and thatās why he kept his eyes on her. He was watching her for any sign of discomfort and heād step away at the first sight, because it was different with her. With other girls he couldnāt give a shit if he hurt them and left them feeling like shit, but Jae, he didnāt want to hurt and that scared the shit out of him, because all he knew how to do after Sabrina had died, was hurt girls. Veronica was the prime example of that.
"Fuck." she breathed, placing a hand on the back of his neck and he smirked. "I don't care." he probably should have though his plan through a little better, because heād already fucked one girl in the same bathroom and he wasnāt too keen on giving Jade the impression that she was a cheap whore, but he had no choice they were already there, trying to take their affair somewhere else would only kill the mood and cause them to rethink what they were about to do. "Just fuck me. Hard."
He kissed her hard then, breaking their kiss only to pull off her shirt and toss it aside before his lips went right back to her. There was a magnetic pull between them that heād never felt, not even with Sabrina, though he wouldnāt admit that. He continued to rub between her legs knowing that it was driving her wild while his hand slipped into her hair and tilted her neck, making it longer and his lips ran along her skin, kissing her teasingly along her neck in no particular way, just letting his lips touch all the spots he knew would make her entire body tingly.
He brought his lips back to hers then and kissed her hard, he finally moved the hand that was rubbing between her legs, to her back and he slid his hand up her spine before undoing her bra and tossing her aside. He pulled off his shirt then and spun her so her back was facing him as he moved her hair kissing softly, yet still rough and passionately along her shoulder blades.
Eli kissed her hard and she kissed him back just as hard, desperate for the feeling his lips gave her, unable to get enough. He broke the kiss to pull her shirt off before continuing to kiss her as his hand continued to rub between her legs, making her absolutely crazy, moaning softly against his kiss.
His hand slipped into her hair to tilt her neck and she let him willingly, closing her eyes as his lips traced her skin teasingly, causing her body to tremble every time his lips came down on her skin. It was absolutely incredible, she'd never felt what she was feeling before, and she wasn't sure if it was just him and the fact that he'd fucked a lot of girls and knew what he was doing, or if it was something else. Whatever it was, it made it incredibly easy to forget that what they were doing was horribly wrong because it felt so impossibly good.
Finally, he brought his lips back to hers and kissed her lips hard before moving the hand that was between her legs, wrappiing it around her back. His fingers slid up her spine, making her shiver in his arms as he unclipped her bra and tossed it off and suddenly, her heart was beating so hard she felt like it was going to break out of her chest as she watched him slip out of his own shirt.
He turned her around then, making her smirk wickedly and close her eyes as he moved her hair out of the way and kissed along her shoulder blades, somehow managing to be soft and rough at the same time, making her want him so badly it hurt. Every single touch was better than a hundred of Eric's and she knew she was getting in over her head. She'd never forget the way his lips and hands felt on her, even if they were just fucking in the bathroom of a bar, it'd be in the back of her mind every time anyone else touched her and she hated that because that meant she'd be addicted.
She wouldn't be able to stop herself. She'd keep coming back for more, and the longer they kept it up, the more danger they were in of someone finding out, but she knew already she wouldn't be able to stop herself. Just like she hadn't been able to stop him from kissing her. As wrong as it was, it just felt too good. "We're going to hell." She moaned deeply as he kissed her skin, though her lips were turned up in a smirk and she didn't bother trying to stop him because it was too late. He'd just become her new drug and she was already addicted, making her powerless to stop it.
Instead, she just reached down and slipped her shorts off, kicking them away, dying to get on with it because his lips on her skin were making her crazy.
Ben held her tightly even as she fought him, refusing to let her to because he knew she still felt something for him and he knew she was rejecting it, but kissing her would force her to feel it and that's wall he wanted. For her to own up to the fact that she still loved him.
After a minute of her struggling to push him off, she finally relaxed into it and he smirked as he continued to kiss her, able to feel that she'd let herself slip. She wasn't fooling him in the least bit by asking him to leave her alone, she still loved him and wanted him, he could taste it in her lips and that was honestly all he needed so he relaxed, figuring he had her, letting his grip on her loosen.
Only she pushed him off and he sighed as she slipped around him, putting distance between them. āFuck you.ā She breathed and he just rolled his eyes. āYou donāt know anything!ā She yelled, but she was wrong. Maybe she was right in saying he hadn't been there for her so he didn't really know what had been going on with her the past three years, but she was wrong in assuming he didn't know how she felt. He knew she still loved him and he also knew she didn't love Tommy.
āYouāre nothing but a spineless coward.ā She spat and if he wasn't high, that would have hurt a lot more because she was basically telling him he was exactly what he'd been afraid he was for the past three years. "And your wrong, I donāt love you.ā She lied, and he just scoffed and rolled his eyes.
Benji reached out again quickly, grabbing her above the elbow this time and pulling her over to him, glaring at her. "Nice try sweetheart." He spat, holding her eyes. "But I can see it in your eyes." He shrugged and brought her so close their lips were almost touching. "I love you Harley." He breathed and shrugged. "I'm sorry I hurt you, honestly I am, I don't know what else you want out of me babe." He said as he kissed her jaw, hoping maybe she'd just give in because he honestly couldn't live without her anymore.
She knew if she stayed around him any longer that sheād given in and all her fighting would be over. She knew he could see right through her and she hated that. All she wanted to do was be strong enough to stay away from him and not betray her family, because in the end thatās what sheād wind up doing. However, it was Benji and heād been the only guy that had ever softened the edges of her frayed heart and heād been the only one who could put her in her place because he didnāt play her games and heād been the only man sheād ever really loved.
Sheād been to lost in thought, to realize that he was headed straight towards her. Her skin was set on fire even as he grabbed her above her elbow roughly. He pulled her close his eyes glaring daggers into hers, but she didnāt back down, she wasnāt intimidated like most girls probably were of him. Sheād grown up with three brothers, two of which were arguably worse than Benji.
"Nice try sweetheart. But I can see it in your eyes." he held her eyes shrugging, his lips so close that all she had to do was lean forward and theyād be kissing again. "I love you Harley." He breathed and her jaw clenched "I'm sorry I hurt you, honestly I am, I don't know what else you want out of me babe." He said pressing his lips to her jaw and she closed her eyes taking in the moment.
He didnāt get it. She loved him, but she couldnāt go back down that road with him. Three years ago, theyād still been just kids, drunk off love. Things were different now and she wasnāt entirely sure, that love alone would find a way. She had too many responsibilities, just like him, they were putting ay too much on the line if they tried to be together. Not to mention that she couldnāt seem to get past the fact that his death had fucked her up so badly that she was on an array of different medications and sheād tried to kill herself countless times, yet he seemed to think sorry and the fact that he ālovedā her fixed that.
āBenjiā¦ā she breathed keeping her eyes closed because she didnāt want to look at him, she knew I she did sheād fall apart. āHow do you expect me to get over your death and then three years later you show up.ā She breathed. āAnd itās not like you just showed up at my door, you fucked and then killed my best friend.ā She said finally opening her eyes, finding his. āIām just a little bit fucking confused.ā She said honestly desperate for an explanation, a solution to their madness. āGod Damn it, Benny tell me what to fucking do and Iāll do it because Iām sick of living without you.ā She finally breathed.
She couldnāt stand it anymore, she pressed her lips to his and kissed him hard. It felt too good to fight kissing him. Every time she kissed him it was like the first time all over again. She could kiss him forever and never get tired of it and when she was kissing him, she forgot about everything shitty in her life. She pulled away then and wrapped her arms around his neck because in all honesty she just wanted him to hold her, to feel his arms around her again.
āYour right, I donāt love Tommy and I never will.ā She breathed. āI donāt know who I am without you babe, Iāve been dying every day for the past three years without you.ā It was painful to admit it to him and to give into him, because heād cut her so badly, but her need to have him back surpassed the pain that heād caused her from leaving her.
He continued to kiss along her shoulder blades, making sure to cover every inch of her skin in hot, seductive kisses. He could tell just by the sounds she was making and the way her body shivered at his touch that he had her. He couldnāt help but smirk against her skin, because knowing that she was more than enjoying what he was doing was how he got off.
"We're going to hell." She moaned and he could tell by her voice she was smirking, causing him to smirk against her skin. She slipped her shorts on then and he could tell she was getting desperate and so was he, only many year of practice on his part had him playing cool like he could continue on with foreplay all night.
He spun her around then and pinned her against the wall as he kissed her hard. While his free hand moved along her upper chest slowly, before his fingers hooked around her panties as he slid them off. Eli wasnāt entirely sure what it was about Jae that was driving him completely crazy. He wanted to say that it was the fact that she was so young, but he knew that wasnāt true, heād been with younger girls before, then he wanted to blame the drugs, but he knew that was a lie too because heād done drugs half his life that they were second nature to him and he knew the difference between real and drug enhanced feelings and whatever was going on between them, that heat and electricity. The passion and the pleasure all of it was more than real.
His lips moved along her jaw before pausing at her ear. āBaby, I was born in hell.ā He breathed against her skin before unbuttoning his pants, slipping them off and picking her up effortlessly, wrapping her legs around his waist.
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It hadnāt been long, for the simple fact that Elijah knew he had to be quick. They would have too many people looking for them if they disappeared for too long. Despite their sleazy bathroom quickie, it had been incredible and he wanted to spend the rest of the night fucking her, getting high, and then fucking her again. He knew that even if they never hooked up again and it was just for the night, heād never get over her or the way it felt with her. He knew it was wrong, but he honestly didnāt give a shit.
He slipped his pants back on once they were finished and he looked over her wanting to make sure she was okay. āFuck, Jade.ā He breathed, leaning in and kissing her lips. āAs much as I want to stay with you, we gotta get out of here before we get caught he smirked wickedly.
They hadn't taken very long, seeing as pretty much their entire family as well as half the gang were right outside the door. Eric would be waiting for her, and after a while, he'd het anxious, and someone might want to use the bathroom, and she knew, even though the door had been locked, it wouldn't be hard for them to ask Harley for the key to unlock it.
Even though it as short, it had been incredible. They'd had sex for a little while in the bathroom of a bar, but it had been better than anything she'd ever had, and she wasn't sure she could go back out there and sit on Eric's lap after that. What she wanted was to spend all night fucking him until she couldn't breathe and her body couldn't take it anymore but she knew they couldn't, at least not there in the bar.
It was ridiculous how incredibly fucked up what they'd just done was, but it had been so good she didn't even care and it was easy to tell herself he wasn't technically her brother or that he hated Veronica.
When they were done, Jade leaned on the wall a second, watching him pull his jeans back on before reaching for her own cloths, pulling on her panties and shorts. āFuck, Jade.ā He breathed, as he leaned in and kissed her lips and she smirked against them and kissed back before he pulled away and she pulled her bra back on and her shirt back over her head. āAs much as I want to stay with you, we gotta get out of here before we get caught." He smirked wickedly.
Jade sighed and nodded. "You're probably right, it would really suck if Harley came to unlock the door for someone and found us fucking." She smirked as she lit herself a cigarette and took a drag, eyes on his. She didn't want to go back to Eric because she knew, after that, Eric wouldn't compare in the least bit.
She wanted to rent a motel room or go back to the beach or take her car and spend hours with him, fucking and getting high, but she knew Veronica would want him to come home. So instead of asking, she went to the mirror and fixed her hair and make up a little, glancing at his reflection with a smirk. "This probably shouldn't happen again." She breathed, even if that's all she wanted and she knew, even as she said it, that it would.
āBenjiā¦ā she breathed and he sighed, knowing by the tone of her voice that she was going to argue, but also that she was running out of resistance. āHow do you expect me to get over your death and then three years later you show up. And itās not like you just showed up at my door, you fucked and then killed my best friend.ā She said and opened her eyes and he sighed. āIām just a little bit fucking confused." She said and he couldn't blame her.
āGod Damn it, Benny tell me what to fucking do and Iāll do it because Iām sick of living without you.ā She finally breathed and he smirked, knowing he had her. She kissed him hard and he wrapped his arms around her and kissed back, slipping his tongue past her lips, loving everything about it, from the way her lips tasted to her body against his, her kiss was always perfect.
Eventually she pulled away, wrapping her arms around his neck and he held her tighter, having missed having her in his arms way too much. āYou're right, I donāt love Tommy and I never will.ā She breathed. āI donāt know who I am without you babe, Iāve been dying every day for the past three years without you.ā She admitted and he nodded because he understood.
"I know." He breathed, sliding a hand into her hair and kissing her softly before pulling back and holding her eyes. "I've been dying too baby. I need you." He shrugged and sighed, kissing along her jaw gently, everything in him wanting her, but knowing she was having a hard time with the fact that he was still alive so he wasn't sure if it was a good idea yet. "You asked me to tell you what to do, so I want you to forget what we are and just be with me." He breathed against her skin, hoping she wouldn't shoot him down a third time.
Harley had always been a lot like the rest of her family, incredible in bed, excelent criminals, and strong willed. Yet terrible when it comes to things like spilling your emotions to the pepole who mean the most to them. Harley wasnt exatly sure what to do with her emotions, shed been an emotional wreck since the night he'd died . She wanst sure wether to forgive him, hate him, fall all over him, or love him. He'd lied and things were different, she wasnt sure how or if they could work but she was tried of fighting the fact that she knew deep down no matter what he did, shed always love him and as much as she hated herself for it, after some fight on her part she'd probably always give into him.
"I know." He breathed, pulling her from her thoughts as he slid his hand into her hair and kissed her softly causing her to moan almost instantly, she had that he was making her loose control of the walls she'd built so high to shelter her heart. "I've been dying too baby. I need you." he shrugged pulling away holding her eyes for a monent before pressing his lips to her jawline and she closed her eyes letting every incredibly beautiful memory of them come floding back. "You asked me to tell you what to do, so I want you to forget what we are and just be with me." He breathed and she sighed looking away.
He was asking a lot of her. He was asking her to betray her family, her gang, herself. He was asking her to risk her life for somthing that might not even work out if they tried a second time, because it was clear neither of them were the same person. He was also asking her to pretend to continue to love Tommy or have to watch him with other girls, because people would wonder if she all of a sudden called things quits with Tommy and he stopped fucking cheap girls. They'd have to sneak around careful that someone didnt catch on and if they were ever caught, one or both of them would end up dead. It was fucking insane and she knew that even as she thought all of it over. It'd never work.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him close, she lend up on her toes pressing her lips to him, bring his lips to her level so she was flat on her feet again. The kiss was soft and full of a million and one sincere I love yous. It was the kind of kiss that in there world a biker was lucky to get from his girl, because it said no matter what happened she, d be the girl standing by his side when their world fell apart, she'd be their if he ran out of money and had nothing left, she loved him for who he was, not for what he had or what he'd done. However, she hadnt forgiven him for leaving her alone like he had.
She pulled away resting her forehead against his, her eyes closed as she tried to catch her breath because he always took it away when she was kissing his lips.
"Were not going to make it out of this alive." She breathed. "But id rather die fighting for you...us. Then go another fucking day without you." She said honestly as she pulled their bodiess closer together and even as she said it she knew what the were doing was practically a suicide pact. "I love you Bones" she whispered agisnt his lips with a wicked smirk on her own.
As bad as Eli should have felt, he really didnt feel all that bed. In fact he felt fucking incredible. He hadnt felt that way in what felt like ages. Being with her had gotten his heart racing and it had been exciting. He wanted to blame it on the fact that it was because they were practically Romeo and juliet and could never be together, but if he was being honest with himself it was just her. She'd always been beautiful, he'd just never noticed it until he was looking at her lighting herself a cigerette.
"You're probably right, it would really suck if Harley came to unlock the door for someone and found us fucking" he smirked at the thought honestly wondering if Harley would even care, because he knew some pretty dirty shit on her that Jax, Tommy, Marky, and Jae would probably flip shit if they found out. But she'd sworn him to secrecy.
"This probably shouldn't happen again." She breathed, breathed pulling him from his thoughts and he raised a bri w with a wicked smirk as he looked over her reflection in the mirror.
"Alright." He shrugged like it didnt matter to him, when in reality all he was thing about was when they could get away with it again. "Then again Ronnine is leavin to visit her mom for a week. If you want somewhere to crash..." he trailed off coming up behind her, pullingbhis shirt on over his head before moving her blonde hair to one side and kissing slowly along her neck.
"You know where I live." He smirked wickedly like he already knew he had her when he said Ronnie was going out of town. He pulled away then heading towards the door without another word, before pausing and turning back to her. "Oh, you might want to try to get rid of the after sex glow."he smirked looking her over. He was a little better at hiding things due to his amount of practiced years. "My brother is stupid, but not that stupid." He said hobestly before slipping out of the bathroom.
"Alright." Eli answered casually like she didn't care and Jade just sighed and brought her cigarette to her lips to hide the fact that all she could think about was fucking him again. "Then again Ronnie is leaving to visit her mom for a week. If you want somewhere to crash..." He trailed off and she raised a brow, glancing at him in the mirror as he pulled his shirt on and came up behind her.
He moved her hair, kissing up her neck softly and Jae bit her lip and closed her eyes to keep from moaning. "You know where I live." He said like he assumed he already had her and Jae hated to admit that he did. She wouldn't be able to stop herself from going back to him, and it drove her nuts. He walked away then, headed for the door and she turned and watched him, taking another drag off her cigarette.
"Oh, you might want to try to get rid of the after sex glow." He said with a smirk as he turned and looked her over and she raised a brow. "My brother is stupid, but not that stupid." He said before slipping out of the room, leaving her alone again and Jae sighed and turned her attention back to her reflection.
Part of her felt extremely awful about what had just happened. He was her brother, but it wasn't like that was even the only thing keeping them apart. There was also Eric, and Veronica, and age, and the rest of their family. Then there was the fact that what they'd just done was just further proof that she'd fuck anything with a pulse. If Eric found out, he wouldn't waste a second before calling her a slut.
However there was also another part of her that, even despite all that, after what they'd just done, she felt incredible. It had been rushed and wrong but that had only made it that much hotter and she was dying to know what it would be like to spend hours with him getting high and fucking. All she could think about was when they could do it again and she knew, even if it had been short, she was already addicted.
After a minute, Jade sighed and shook herself off, trying to get him out of her head so Eric wouldn't think something was up. She took another drag off her cigarette before flicking it away and slipping out the door, back out to where Eric was sitting, resuming her place on his lap like before. "What was that all about? He seemed pissed of something." Eric asked and she just shrugged.
"I stole his last pack of cigarettes on the way in." She smirked as she kissed his jaw. "He wanted them back and then he noticed how ridiculously drunk I am and spent the rest of the time trying to get me to go home." She laughed lightly and rolled her eyes. "I'm not going anywhere though." She breathed as she kissed him.
That seemed to satisfy him because he slipped his hands up under her shirt. The good thing about what had just happened with Eli was that, unless someone physically walked in and caught them, it was easy to cover up. They spent a lot of time together anyway and, not just that, but the idea that her and Eli would hook up was so out there she knew that, even if she flat out told Eric she'd just been fucking him, he'd probably laugh first and think it was a sick joke. So the thought that her and Eli might have been having sex never even seemed to come to Eric's mind and he blindly accepted her explanation.
His hands drifted up her sides as he kissed her and she kissed back, not bothering to stop him when one hand unclipped her bra before he started rubbing her chest and she was glad the spot they'd chosen was in a dark corner of the place and everyone else was too preoccupied with drinking and drugs up at the bar. "So, I know you've been fucking around this weekend Jadi, I'm not stupid." He breathed against her lips before he started to kiss down her neck and she sighed and tilted her neck back, glancing across the bar at Eli. "But I'm willing to just drop it and forgive you if you'll come home with me baby." He breathed against her skin.
Ben knew what he was asking her to do was hard. The first time, she hadn't had to betray her family and her gang because she didn't know who he was, but now that she did, that's exactly what she'd have to do. However, he'd done it for her the first time and he was perfectly willing to do it a second time. Even if he knew nothing would let his father down more. He just loved her that much, he couldn't live without her so he honestly hoped she felt the same way.
After a minute of thought, Harley wrapped her arms around his neck and he wrapped his around her waist as she kissed him. He kissed her back, able to feel everything she was telling him with just the soft touch of her lips. She loved him, she always had and she always would, no matter what he'd done and he was relieved. A big part if the reason he hadn't come back to her the past three years was because he was terrified that she wouldn't love him anymore. That she'd hate him and she'd have moved on.
"We're not going to make it out of this alive." She breathed as she pulled away and pressed her forehead against his and he sighed, knowing she was probably right. His father loved him, but he wouldn't give him another chance this time. This time, if he found out, he'd let the Delgado's kill him and go after Harley. "But I'd rather die fighting for you...us. Then go another fucking day without you. I love you Bones"" She said, pulling them closer together and he smirked because he felt the exact same way.
Ben kissed her lips hard and held her tightly before pulling away looking down at her with a smirk. "I love you too Babydoll." He said before glancing behind them at the bar, then back to her. "But we should probably get out of here." He smirked and nodded towards her car. "And take your car. It'll be less noticeable if I leave my bike at the bar than if your car is found here." He shrugged and kissed her forehead, knowing they couldn't stand out there kissing much longer. Either she had to go or they both did.
"I love you too Babydoll" he said and she loved hearing that name out of his mouth.
She followed his eyes to the bar and she glanced over her shoulder. They already had a few bikers watching and that didnt suprise her considering part of their job title when they joined the gang was that theyd give their life for Ben in a heart beat, the same way any of her gang members would give their life for all Five of the Delgado siblings. She wasnt suprised that they were probably wondeing just exactly what girl he was with this time.
"But we should probably get out of here. And take your car. It'll be less noticeable if I leave my bike at the bar than if your car is found here." He shrugged, leaning in and kissing her forehead. She nodded understanding, before a wicked smirk crept onto her lips.
"I think that last time I drove you anywhere was when you and my brothers were arrested and the police impound your bikes." She laughed. "Get in, will go to Haven...for old times sake." She said slipping into her drivers seat.
Back in high school, Haven had been deemed as the hang out for all the misfits, rebles, and bad kids. It was a small private beach on the outskirts of town with a bon fire and an old abandonded beach house. Now no one went there except for Harley on nights she was feeling perticularlly lonely. It had also been the place where her and Benji had first meet at one of the wild parties the Delgados used to have there.
The ride had been quite for the most part, with only the quite hum of Harley's mustang to fill the silence between them, because her radio had never really worked. She figured that it was quite, because neither of them really knew what to say after three years, but just having him in the car, just feeling his presence was honestly all she needed after thinking he'd been dead, which was why she kept stealing glaces every chance she got, because she was terrified he might dissapear or she'd wake up next to Tommy cause it had all just be a dream and the thought of that was agonizing.
Finally she cut the engine to her car and she didnt bother to wait for him as she stepped out, because for the first time in what felt like forever, she knew the when she dived into the warm ocean water she wouldnt be numb, she knew that there word would fall apart around them slowly, but for tonight she was going to live again. She made here way to her trunk poping it open and grabbing the last three bottles of liquor she had. Passing one too him as she walked passed him and dissapeared into the wooded area, the used to be so frightening to venture into at night, but now Harley knew it like the back of her hand.
Finally the trees ended and she came to the small private beach that was hidden from the cruel world just beyond the trees. She set the two bottles of liqor on the old, porch of the abandonded beach house, before glancing over her shoulder and smirking at Ben as he came through the trees behind her.
"Ive missed you babe." She breathed popping one of the bottle of liqor open and taking a huge swing from it before setting it back down and slipping out of her shirt and shorts living her in her bra and panties. "Or maybe I just miss how reckless we used to be." She smiled, holding his eyes for a moment before running to the water and waisting no time to dive under.
Elijah slipped back out quickly and quietly goung almost unoticrd as he slipped into the seat next to Jaxon. He couldnt stop thing about what had just happened. It was wrong for a lot of reasons, but for some reason none of that mattered, because he'd only felt thatxfeeling once in his life before and that had been with his first wife Sabrina, but if he was being completely honest with himself which he rarley was. What he felt waith Jae was amillion time more intense and passion filled then when he was with Sabrina and that scared the shit out of him.
He knew it was going to be impossibly hard for him to not get jealous when he saw her with Eric or any other guy for that matter. One of Lijah's worst traist was that he tended to get obsessivly possesive over things. Even though he didnt love Veronica, hed beat the shit out of countless guys for looking at her the wrong way, because she was his.
"Where the fuck have you been, we had to run two Bloods off and your Lazy ass was no where to be found." Jax spat pulling him from his thoughts. "And Har..."
Eli rolled his eyes cutting Jaxon off "well looks like you look like you did just fine without me bro." He smirked gesturing for the girl behind the bar to give him a drink. "And you know if you spent as much time worrying about where Harley and Jae are on a relationship, you'd be married by now." He shrugged taking a shot and gedturing for another.
"Fuck you Eli." Jaxon spat clearly irritated "You know damn well that its dangerous out there, bloods or out for us, because of dad." He said raising his voice. "So when were burying our sisters, maybe youll understand then." He hissed before getting up and storming off.
Elijah rolled his eyes as he took a few more shots before glancing over to see Erics hands all over Jade, his jaw and fists clenched and he felt a wave of anger wash over him. He hated that it wasnt him.
Jade sighed as he kissed her neck and Eli glanced back at her so she looked away, closing her eyes and moaning softly, like she was enjoying what Eric was doing, when really, she couldn't get Eli's touch out of her head. "Baby?" He asked against her skin, bringing her back to the present and making her realize she hadn't answered his question about going home with him yet.
"Ugh, babe, I don't think so, not tonight." She breathed, leaning in and kissing his lips, able to feel him instantly tense, knowing he was about to get pissed. "I spent the first half of my day passed out in an alley somewhere, having nearly overdosed and the second half here, drinking shot after shot." She shook her head. "I'm tired." She lied. In reality, she really would rather go to his place than home where Jax could finally corner her and lecture her, but she didn't feel like spending all night fucking him after what had happened in the bathroom with Eli.
He raised a brow and wrapped one arm around her waist under her shirt tightly, holding her there so she couldn't move. "Why the fuck am I even wasting my time with you Jae?" He spat and she winced, looking away, which of course caused him to reach out with his other hand and grab her chin, forcing her to look him in the eye. "You slut around all weekend, and then when you get home, it's like I don't even exist. You've been distant all day." He shook his head.
"Don't be like that baby, you know I love you, I've just had a long day." She breathed, trying to avoid a fight and he rolled his eyes and pushed her suddenly off his lap like she was nothing, standing and looking down at her.
"Whatever Jade, if I want a slut I don't have to sit here and beg you, I can have any girl in this fucking bar." He spat and took off, leaving her there. Normally she'd run after him and fight him, but she was honestly kind of just glad he was gone so, even though his words had hurt, she swallowed them and stood, clipping her bra back together. Jade sighed and took one last drink of the beer that had been on their table before setting it back down and slipping out the door, leaning against the building and lighting herself a cigarette.
Ben watched a wicked smirk paint Harley's lips and smirked himself, knowing she had an idea of where she wanted to go. "I think that last time I drove you anywhere was when you and my brothers were arrested and the police impound your bikes." She laughed and he smirked. "Get in, we'll go to Haven...for old times sake." She said slipping into her drivers seat and he smirked and hopped in the passenger side.
It was quiet on the way to their old hang out, but Benji didn't mind, he didn't have a whole lot to say and he figured she didn't either because the only thing to talk about was their misery over the past three years and he wasn't about to get into that, so he just preferred to ride with her in silence and enjoy her company.
When they finally arrived, she went and got a few liquor bottles and he followed her through the trees to the small beach house that sat on a private little beach that they used to throw the wildest parties on. Ben smirked, watching her take a drink from one of the bottles as he came through the trees.
"Ive missed you babe." She breathed and he watched her strip down to just her underwear. "Or maybe I just miss how reckless we used to be." She smiled before taking off towards the water and he laughed, pulling off his shirt and jeans before following after her.
He caught up to her in the water and grabbed hold of her quickly, wrapping his arms around her waist so she couldn't get away, kissing her lips hard with a smirk. "I've missed you too." He breathed against her kiss as she slipped his tongue past her lips, kissing her harder.
When she dove under the water everything was silent and that warmth of the water cleared all her worry for the moment and she promised herself she wouldnāt let it get to her again, not to night at least. No one knew where they were and for tonight there was no chance of them getting caught. She came back to the surface slicking her hair back before she felt his electric touch on her skin pulling her close. His arms wrapped around her and she never felt more at home then she did in his arms, it didnāt matter where they were.
He held her tight, so she couldnāt get away, even though once he was kissing her, there was no way in hell she could pull away voluntarily. He kissed her hard and she couldnāt help but moan against his lips. She kissed him back just as hard, wrapping her arms around his neck. She was terrified that when she woke up in the morning heād be gone, because either heād realize how risky it was for them to be together or worseā¦he wasnāt real at all and Harley had finally creaked and made herself believe he was. It was still hard to believe he was alive.
"I've missed you too." he breathed against her lips and she couldnāt help but smirk. It felt so good to hear him say it and sheād never get tired of it.
He pressed his lips to her again the time slipping his tongue past her lips, kissing her harder. She lend into the kiss, taking in every single second of it as she ran her fingers along his chest. Her lips left his as they moved along his jaw and down his neck slowly. Before, finally she pushed him away playfully and took a few quick steps away from him creating distance. She held his eyes and her cheeks felt sore, because she wasnāt entirely sure sheād acutally smiled since sheād lost him and now her smile was bright and full of life like it used to be and it felt incredible.
There was something about Harley and Benji that made them completely perfect for each other, like theyād been made just for each other. Yet, there was another side to them entirely that was like the same side of a magnet and they knew exactly the right moment to push each other away because getting close was too dangerous and thatās how their relationship had always been.
āYou gonna disappear on me again?ā she called to him. The question was more teasing, yet it had a serious undertow to it. āBecause if you do, it wonāt be my brotherās you have to worry about.ā She threatened.
Elijah hadnāt meant to watch the entire āfightā between Eric and Jae, if you could call it that, but he couldnāt help it and it took everything in him to get up and punch the shit out of his little brother for practically throwing Jade off his lap like she meant nothing to him. He rolled his eyes when Eric stormed out just like Jaxon had. He turned his eyes back to the young bartender who was filling in for Harley as she set his fifth and final shot in front of him and he downed it before glancing back to Jade just in time to see her slip out of the bar.
He lit himself a cigarette and tried to convince himself not to go after her, because he already knew what would happen. But, he couldnāt help himself. He was worried that sheād take off again and now he was worried that if she took off, she wouldnāt come back. If Jaxon was telling the truth and theyād really had to run a few Bloods off it meant that the Blood Shadows were getting pretty fucking brave, testing their limits and they wouldnāt hesitate to take out Jaydon and Harley first, because they were the lowest possible blows to the gang, they were Saints royalty. Sure killing him or Jaxon or even Marky would be devastating, but in their world it was all about breaking the person down and taking everything they loved away from them and sparing the single person. Thatās why the Bloods had killed Sabrina and Anne and left Eli alive. It was sick and twisted and Eli could feel his blood start to boil the more he thought about it.
Eventually he set a couple of fifty dollar bills on the bar and slipped out side, lighting himself a cigarette as he glanced around looking for Jae until he finally found her lend against the wall. He made his way over to her, sighing as he looked over her.
āWhy donāt we get out of here.ā He wasnāt saying he wanted to take her home when heād said we, heād meant the both of them going somewhere together. āWill leave for a few days.ā He smirked. āThen when we come back, we can tell Jax you ran off again and you called me because you needed a way back home.ā He smirked. āWhat you say? We donāt have to fuck. I just gotta get away from Jax and Ronnie before I kill both of them.ā He sighed running his hands through his hair. āAnd, Iād really love some company.ā He shrugged, blowing out a cloud of smoke.
Jae stayed outside and smoked because she really didn't feel like staying inside, watching Eric touch all over some girl just to piss her off. Everything in her was telling her to keep walking. She could walk home if she wanted, Eli had driven her there on his bike, and it'd be a long walk, but she knew the way. However, she didn't want to go home. What she wanted was to take off again. For a full week this time. Until Veronica came back and she wasn't tempted to take Eli up on his offer for sex because, while she wanted it, she also knew it was wrong and, whatever was going on between them, she had to stop it before it even got started.
Still, she'd promised Eli she wouldn't run off again so she stayed where she was, smoking in silence for a while until she heard the door open and glanced up. As much as he pissed her off and as much as she really didn't feel like sleeping with him, part of her hoped it'd be Eric coming to say he was sorry because his words had still hurt.
It was Eli though so she sighed out a breath of smoke as he came over to her. Besides her father, he'd always been her favorite person in the world. Now seeing him was exhausting and fucked up because she didn't know what to think or how to feel about him. All she knew was that she wanted his lips against hers and his hands on her skin, but even that was confusing because she'd never thought that way about him and now he'd suddenly become something else entirely to her. It was scary as hell because she knew, if they went down the road they were about to, they were risking a losing what they had already and she wasn't sure she'd be able to lose him. He was the only person who understood her and she knew if she didn't have him around, she'd have run away for good a long time ago. That, or gone completely insane.
āWhy donāt we get out of here?" He asked and she raised a brow, bringing her cigarette to her lips. āWe'll leave for a few days.ā He smirked and she smirked back, blowing out a cloud of smoke as she listened. āThen when we come back, we can tell Jax you ran off again and you called me because you needed a way back home.ā He smirked and she thought it over. Honestly, it sounded great. Even despite everything she'd just been thinking about, she just wanted to get the fuck away from Jax and Eric and all of them for a while, but she'd promised Eli she wouldn't take off so leaving with him was the perfect solution.
āWhat do you say? We donāt have to fuck. I just gotta get away from Jax and Ronnie before I kill both of them. And, Iād really love some company.ā He shrugged, and she smirked, knowing even as he'd said they didn't have to fuck, that they would be. The minute he had her alone in a hotel room, they wouldn't be able to stop themselves any more then they had in the bathroom.
"Alright." She smirked tossing her cigarette down and stomping it out with her foot before taking a step towards him with a wicked grin. "But don't act like you're not dying to get me alone so you can fuck me again." She shrugged like she hadn't been thinking about it since he'd left her in the bathroom. "I was thinking about taking off anyway though and I've never really had company. Should be loads of fun." She smirked and gestured to his bike with a nod of her head. "So, where to Eli?" She grinned.
This time the kiss didn't end so quickly. They were finally together, just the two of them, where no one would find them, and she didn't fight him. She leaned into him, making him smirk and hold her tighter. Ben groaned as her fingers trailed his chest and her lips moved along his jaw and neck slowly. It had been so long since they'd been together, just her fingertips against his skin made everything in him want her.
But she pushed him away and he smirked, watching her as she took a few steps back, into the water. She held his eyes and he held hers back. The moonlight illuminated her beautifully and her smile was absolutely radiant, and Ben mentally kicked himself for not having the balls to come back for her sooner. She was absolutely perfect, and he lived for the lively, sparkling smile on her lips. Just knowing it was there because of him was the best feeling in the world and he wanted to make her smile that way every day for the rest of her life. He wanted to make her so happy it completely took the last three years away.
āYou gonna disappear on me again?ā She called to him and he smirked. He knew her well enough to know that the question was loaded, even if it sounded like she was teasing. āBecause if you do, it wonāt be my brotherās you have to worry about.ā She threatened and he shrugged.
"Don't worry baby, I'm staying right here unless you ask me to leave." He said honestly as he walked through the water towards her, holding her eyes. He reached out and placed a hand on the back of her neck, pressing his forehead against hers with a smirk. "Nothing will pull me away from you this time." He shrugged and held her eyes, tone dead serious. It was a difficult promise to make, he knew that, but he also knew if he didn't make it, she'd never trust him again and he had every intention of going to the grave to keep it.
"Don't worry baby, I'm staying right here unless you ask me to leave." He said walking through the water towards her. He placed a hand on the back of her neck and rested his forehead against hers and she loved how simple things seemed for the moment. "Nothing will pull me away from you this time." He shrugged and she held his eyes, she could tell just by the tone of his voice he was serious.
But, as serious as he was, she wasnāt sure if she could ever trust that he wouldnāt leave her. Sheād always be living with that fear thatād heād skip out on her when things got to tough. She didnāt want to think about it thought and so to get rid of the fear, for the moment. She pressed her lips to his and kissed him hard. Before pulling away and lacing her fingers with his as she led him back up to the beach. She led them up to the small abandoned house and she hopped up on to the porch, grabbing him by his hips and pulling him close.
She lend over grabbing one of the bottle and taking a drink from it. Sheād been drinking since she was thirteen and so when the vodka burned down her throat she didnāt even wince. She took another drink before setting the bottle down and glancing up to Ben with a smirk as she ran her finger tips down his chest before tracing shapes along his waistline. She wanted him so badly, it had been forever since actually enjoyed sex. Most the guys she fucked were inexperienced or just really bad in general, Tommy wasnāt bad but Baby was never really into it and most the time it was forced, because he was drunk off his ass of high.
āYou got any drugs?ā she smirked. āUnless you want to fuck sober.ā she raise a brow sitting up on her knees and leaning in so her lips were grazing his. āEither way if you donāt start fucking me soon Iām liable to lose my mind more then I already have.ā She whispered against his lips, before slipping a hand down his boxers.
He was hoping that sheād go with him, because he was afraid if he left alone heād do something stupid. Get drunk at the wrong bar and piss of the wrong people. Heād done it a hundred times before, but heād never been alone. Heād always had the gang or Jaxon backing him. He also hoped sheād say no because he knew that if they were alone, theyād end up sleeping together again and heād just get that much more attached, which was the exact opposite of what he wanted to do. Sure he was attached to Jae, she was his little sister, heād practically helped raise her, but he could already feeling himself getting attached in all the wrong ways.
"Alright." She smirked and he couldnāt help but smirk himself as he looked down at her. She took a step towards him and he raised a brow. "But don't act like you're not dying to get me alone so you can fuck me again." She shrugged and he rolled his eyes, because as much as she tried to act like what theyād just done in the bathroom was nothing, he knew better. "I was thinking about taking off anyway though and I've never really had company. Should be loads of fun. Where to Eli?" she gestured to his bike with a grin.
Elijah wasnāt entirely sure heād ever taken a girl on a ride with him. Veronica hated motorcycles and sheād already tried to sell his bike on several occasions and Sabrina had been a good girl whoād fallen for a bad boy, sheād ridden on his bike, but never when heād gone on a trip. He was nervous that he might not be able to hold it together if you got too drunk or too high or both. He was hard to manage and a bit uncontrollable. He debated taking back his invite, then again his own selfish thought of being alone with Jade was getting the better of him.
āI donāt know.ā He finally answered with a smirk as he made his way out to his bike. He opened one of his saddle bags, making sure he had his guns. Before he threw his leg over and settled onto his seat, glancing to Jaydon. āBut, anywhere is better than here right?ā he said gesturing with his head for her to climb on. āLetās get the hell out of her babe.ā He said with a wicked smirk.
Everything about the idea of spending the next few days alone with Eli was intoxicating, making it pretty much impossible to change her mind and tell him she was going to stay. Even if she knew that's what she should do, that wasn't what she wanted. Everything in her was dying to finish what they'd started in the bathroom. She wanted him again and she wanted it so badly, she was willing to push aside everything that was wrong about it and just focus on the fact that if felt good. Even if it was selfish.
āI donāt know.ā He finally answered with a smirk and she watched him head over to his bike and check for his guns before swinging himself onto it. āBut, anywhere is better than here right?ā he said gesturing with his head for her to climb on and she shrugged because he was right. āLetās get the hell out of here babe.ā He said with a wicked smirk, making her smirk.
Now was her last chance to turn him down. She could walk away, maybe walk home like she'd planned before or head back inside and find Eric. Or she could get on the bike with him. She knew what would happen is she got on that bike. They'd spend the next few days in bed and, by the time they came back, there'd be absolutely no stopping it. She'd be hopelessly addicted to him. Now she had the chance to stop it before it even started.
But in the end, Jade had never liked doing what was good for her so she just pushed off the wall and headed over to him. She swung herself smoothly onto the bike behind him and wrapped her arms around him with a smirk, dying to get the fuck out of there and be alone with him.
Harley kissed him hard and he kissed back. It had been way too long since they'd been together and standing there with her wet body against his was almost torturous because it made him want her so bad it hurt. She pulled away eventually and laced their fingers, leading him out of the water and up to the porch of the house where she stopped again and pulled him close.
Ben wrapped an arm around her and smirked, watching her grab one of the liquor bottles and take a drink before setting it back down. She glanced up at him and he smirked at her as she ran her fingers along his chest, driving him absolutely crazy as she traced shapes along his waistline, making it hard to just stand there and not kiss her or touch her. It had been so long since they'd fucked. He'd been wasting his time on stupid sluts for the past three years and none of them had compared to Harley in the least bit.
āYou got any drugs?ā She smirked and he smirked back. āUnless you want to fuck sober.ā She raised a brow as she sat up on her knees and brought her lips tantalizingly close to his. āEither way if you donāt start fucking me soon Iām liable to lose my mind more then I already have.ā She whispered against his lips, and he groaned softly when she slipped a hand down his boxers.
Ben grabbed a fistful of her hair and kissed her hard, slipping his tongue past her lips, kissing her almost desperately before moving his lips along her jaw and down her neck, using his grip on her hair to tilt her neck back. His hand rubbed her thigh roughly as he kissed her before he pulled away altogether with a smirk and headed over to his jeans. He bent and pulled a baggie of coke out of his pocket before turning back to her, tossing it to her with a smirk. "Let's get inside and out that to good use." He said with a wicked grin.
She smirked when he groaned, he fisted his hand in her hair and kissed her hard causing her to instantly moan against his lips. He slipped his tongue past her lips deepening the kiss and making her want him so bad it was driving her completely crazy. She could taste the desperation in his kiss and she knew that she was just as desperate. Being pulled away from him had been the most traumatic event of her life, which was saying a lot considering who her father and brothers were. Sheād seen so much shit that nothing phased her anymore. However when Ben had ādiedā, it had all but killed her because sheād built her life around him.
His lips moved from hers to trace her jawline and continue down her neck and she honestly wondered how the hell sheād mad it three years without his touch. He rubbed the inside of her thigh roughly making her moan deeply. Finally he pulled away with, smirk on his lips and she wanted to reach out and pull him back to her, because she needed him so badly. She was already addicted to him all over again and that scared her, that after only an hour or so with him, she had simply let him break down all the walls sheād built up and she knew it was dangerous. Because no matter how much he loved her it didnāt change the kind of man he was or his bloodline.
"Let's get inside and out that to good use." he said pulling her from her thoughts as he tossed a bag of coke on her lap and she smirked as she stood up grabbing her bottle of liquor and she slipped inside the small rundown house.
She wasted no time cutting a few lines before snorting and glancing up at Benji, gesturing for him to join her and she waited until he did a few lines before climbing into his lap and straddling him. She pressed her lips to the corner of his jaw before moving slowly and teasingly along his neck, before pushing him back and continuing down his chest.
He could tell that there was a part of her that was hesitant and he didnāt blame her. All heād ever been to her was her big brother and now they were something else entirely. Because as much as he would love to move on and forget what theyād done and go back to being just her brother. He knew that would never happen. He could feel it in the way they kissed and touched, that as much as they tried to fight it, eventually theyād given in because there was something more between them.
Finally she swung her leg over and wrapped her arms around him and he wasted no time staring his bike and in less than a minute they were on the road. The warm air felt incredible, Eli could probably spend the rest of his life moving from one place to another as long as he had his bike. Riding had always been his life. He wasnāt entirely sure where he was going, but to be honest he was never sure where he was going when he got on his bike all he knew was that he wanted to be as far as possible away from Jaxon and Veronica.
He wasnāt sure how long theyād ben on the road, but it was long enough that the sy was starting to lighten up and which meant it was early in the morning. They were in the middle of nowhere a small mountain town just past the Oregon state line, however they were still on the coast, because heād followed the coastline. He pulled into a small beach motel and rented them a room, because he was honestly exhausted. He grabbed his guns before the two of them slipped into the room together.
āAll they had was a suite.ā He shrugged tossing the keys on the table, before slipping out of his shirt and tossing it aside. āI can sleep on the couch if you want the bed.ā He said trying to be a gentlemen about the situation, when in reality all he wanted to do was crawl under the covers with Jade and pull her close.
No sooner had she climbed on behind him then he'd started the bike and they'd taken off. Jae loved riding on the back of a motorcycle. It was probably the best part about the life she lived, the fact that everyone had a bike so she was on them all the time. Nothing in the world could beat a good long ride.
Jade rested her head against his shoulder and closed her eyes as he drove for hours through the night, right up until the sky just started to lighten up a little and she knew the sun would be up soon. She wasn't entirely sure where they where but she really didn't care. All that mattered was that the two of them had a few days to themselves. Jade followed him inside the motel to their room, slipping inside with him, tossing her bag on the floor.
āAll they had was a suite." He said and she glanced around the room as he pulled his shirt off and threw it aside. āI can sleep on the couch if you want the bed.ā He said and she turned to face him, raising an eyebrow with a wicked smirk as she walked over to him and grabbed the belt loops of his jeans, pulling him close, standing on her toes so her lips were centimeters from his.
"Don't be stupid Eli." She smirked, placing a kiss against his jaw, trailing it slowly before moving along his neck and then down his chest, kissing him slowly, teasingly. "I know you want to share the bed with me." She breathed with a wicked smirk against his skin before pulling away completely and heading over to the bed, sitting on it's edge as she bent to untie and kick off her converse, like she'd completely forgotten he was there.
Ben smirked as he watched her slip inside the house and wasted no time following after her. He leaned against the bedpost, watching her cut a few lines and snort them before she glanced up and gestured for him to come over. He smirked and did a few lines as well before sitting on the edge of the bed.
She wasted no time climbing in his lap, straddling him and Ben wrapped his arms around her as she kissed along his jaw teasingly, driving him absolutely wild before she pushed him onto his back and started kissing down his chest. Ben groaned because her lips were like pure fire and it had been ages since he'd felt that fire. He'd been an idiot to leave her. Only she could make him feel so incredibly good.
He let her kiss his skin for a minute, enjoying the feel of her lips before he slid a hand up her spine, smirking as his fingers grazed her wet skin lightly, moving from the small of her back to her bra strap. He unclipped it quickly and slipped it off before he grabbed a fistful of her hair and brought her lips back to his hard, needing to taste her electric kiss.
He flipped them then smoothly so that he was on top and he smirked down at her before kissing her lips again. Ben slipped his tongue past her lips, kissing her deeply as one hand drifted down her body slowly, tracing every curve, running along her chest, fingers grazing lightly over her ribs, drifting across her stomach before he smirked against her lips and slipped his hand into her panties, rubbing her roughly, wanting to drive her wild before he finally fucked her.
He slid his hand up her spine, setting every inch of her skin that his fingertips grazed on fire. It was the most amazing feeling in the world and he was the only guy that could make her shiver when he touched her. She was so numb to anyone elseās touch that it was a mix of pure adrenaline, fire, and electricity. He unclipped her bra and tossed it aside before his hand slipped into her hair, taking a fistful of her blonde hair, bringing her lips to his. She moaned against his lips the second they touch and she could feel herself falling in love with him all over again, like it was the first time theyād ever been together and she loved every single second of it.
He flipped them quickly, but smoothly and she loved the fact that he was in control. Sheād missed that, more then sheād ever thought. She held his eyes as he smirked down at her even then as she held his eyes she could tell heād changed and it made her heart beat even harder and faster. The seconds his tongue slipped past hers though, that fear was demolished. Heād always been able to do that to her, hell if he asked her to sheād probably slaughter her whole family for him. She was a whole other person when she was with Bones. She was fearless, dangerous, and she honestly scared herself. But, she loved that he made her so crazy and unpredictable
He kissed her deeply and it was hard to focus on anything else because her head was spinning so wildly. His hand drifted down her body slowly, making her completely insane as his rough hands ran along her chest and continued down her body, fingers lightly grazing her ribs making her tremble. Her body was on fire and it was a feeling she couldnāt quite explain and she knew no matter who she ended up marrying whether it was Tommy or another Saint, the feeling Benji gave her could never be replicated. His fingers slipped into her panties making her moan deeply and her breathing quicken. She hadnāt felt his touch in what felt like a lifetime. She ran her finger nails down his back knowing full well itād leave marks on his back and the thought made her smirk, like she was marking her territory.
She moved her fingers around to the front of his boxers, slipping them off quickly because she wasnāt sure how much longer she could play along with his teasing. She wanted him so badly it was killing her to wait. Her fingers traced his shoulders and the muscles on his biceps, taking in every inch of him because if he left again, she wanted to remember everything, her memory of him had started to fade over the years, she wouldnāt let that happen again. She kissed him hard, biting his bottom lip playfully as she pulled away.
āYou done playing?ā She breathed against his lips, as she smirked up at him holding his eyes.
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Theyād went the rest of the night and into morning. Theyād exhausted the liquor supply as well as the rest of the drugs that not only Benji had, but the ones Harley had found in her car. At one point sheād gotten so impossibly high off of both the drugs and the sex that sheād tried to start a fight, but heād only interrupted her with his lips on hers. He didnāt let her get away with shit and thatās what she loved about him. They kept each other in check. She felt more than incredible and for the first time in three years she wasnāt numb and that alone felt better than anything else in the entire world.
She didnāt want the night to end because she knew when it did, theyād have to be apart and after the night theyād spent together she wasnāt sure she could be without him. She hated that in a matter of one night she was completely helpless without him again. He had her again and that was what she hated more than anything, he was in control of her because sheād been stupid enough to let him back in after all the time and after finding out exactly who he was. Saying their relationship was dangerous was an understatement.
She felt like shit now, because sheād come down for the high of last night and now she was suddenly realizing the mistake sheād made. She sat on the porch lighting herself a cigarette, debating on whether or not to leave him, considering heād just dozed off and she couldnāt bring herself to even try and sleep.
She grabbed him by his belt loops and pulled him close and the heat between them was incredible, heād felt it between them before, heād always ignored it though and it had never been so intense until theyād kissed. He knew that heād break her heart, heād break her, because he was so fucked up. He knew he was dragging her down and when their secret finally came out, whether it was tomorrow or five years from then, Jaxon and Harley and even Markey would kill him. But, no matter how stupid he knew it was to even have kissed her back on the beach, he was too selfish to let her go and as long as she wanted him and probably even longer than that, heād be obsessively addicted to her taste and the way it felt to be with her.
"Don't be stupid Eli." her lips were enticingly close, driving him wild. Her lips pressed against his jaw making him groan as she continued down his neck and then moved down his chest. "I know you want to share the bed with me." she breathed a smirk on his lips that was familiar to him.
He thought about reaching out to her and pulling her back but he didnāt, he lit himself a cigarette and watched her as she untied her shoes. She was trying to pretend that he didnāt have an effect on her, but he knew better. Heād spent a lot of time getting to know Harley when shit had happened to both of them and as much as the two denied it they were practically twins, that was honestly the only reason he could see right through Jaeās act. He took another long drag off the cigarette before putting out on the desk and walking over to the bed.
He grabbed her arm and pulled her up roughly, wrapping an arm around her waist. He fisted his hand in her hair and held her so tightly that if she moved, sheād break at least one bone. He held her eyes before pressing his lips to hers hard. He kissed her roughly, slipping his tongue past her lips to deepen the kiss. After his family was killed Elijah had turned into a monster, quite literally. Only no one aside from Jaxon had really ever seen that side of him, because he kept it suppressed for the most part, only he kind of wanted Jaydon to see what she was getting herself into. The was a reason that Eli spent so much time away from Veronica, because he was scared heād snap and kill her and that was why he left on long trips, because he could feel himself on the verge of snapping.
He pulled away from Jade holding her eyes. āYou think you know a lot donāt you Jadi?ā he asked and his voice was dark though he knew that it would take a whole hell of a lot more to scare a Delgado girl. āYou should know what youāre getting yourself intoā¦Iām a Delgado and Iām your older brother.ā He said honestly. āBut, Iām also a Youngblood and a murderer.ā He shrugged, like it wasnāt a big deal.
He pressed his lips to hers again, hard and rough. One hand slipping up under her shirt to unclip her bra while his other hand slipped past her panties, rubbing her between the legs roughly. He unclipped her bar before moving quickly to slip off her shirt followed by her bra tossing them away, as he backed her up into the wall and pinned her there as he kissed down her neck and across her bare chest, making it completely obvious that he knew exactly how to drive a girl wild.
āIf you trust me as your brother thatās one thing, because thatās family.ā He breathed against her skin. āBut donāt trust me as your lover babe, causeā Iāll only let you down.ā
Jade tried to pretend he wasn't there as she undid her shoes and kicked them off, but it was hard because, ever since they'd kissed back on the beach, she'd been impossibly aware of his presence and every move he made. Even at the bar, with Eric's hands all over her, she hadn't been able to tear her attention from him, the energy between them had changed drastically and it both scared her and excited her.
Elijah came over to the bed and she glanced up at him as he stood in front of her, leaning back on the palms of her hands with a smirk. He reached out and grabbed her arm, pulling her roughly to her feet, wrapping an arm around her waist quickly, like he thought she might run. His other hand reached up and grabbed a fistful of her hair so tightly, it was painful, his whole grip on her was and she could feel the strength in his arms, like he was right on the edge of breaking her bones. She should be afraid of them, she knew that, but the pain only made her smirk because she'd be lying if she said she hadn't always liked pain a little too much.
He kissed her lips hard, slipping his tongue into her mouth, his lips on hers almost demanding, making her moan and she knew if he wasn't holding her so tightly, she'd probably have crumbled because he knees felt weak. She'd never seen this side of him. Sure, she wasn't an idiot, she knew he was a murderer, and she knew he'd been pretty bad when he was younger, but she'd never seen it first hand. Up until that kiss on the beach, he'd been her brother, her safe place to land when Jax was driving her crazy, the only person she'd ever let take care of her.
Now he was something entirely different. He was dangerous, rough, demanding, and she knew she was in over her head with him, she knew she should be afraid because he'd hurt her eventually and if anyone ever found out, all hell would break lose, but she wasn't. Jade had always been fucked up that way. She was afraid of all the wrong things. She was afraid of being looked down on, of letting people get to close, of loving, but, like an idiot, she was always throwing herself headfirst into things that could actually hurt her.
Eventually, he pulled away and Jade couldn't do anything but hold his eyes. The kiss had completely taken her breath away. āYou think you know a lot donāt you Jadi?ā He asked, tone dark and something about it made her feel small. Jax and the others were always trying to make her realize how young she was, but he was the only person who could actually make her feel like a kid who didn't know what she was doing. āYou should know what youāre getting yourself intoā¦Iām a Delgado and Iām your older brother. But, Iām also a Youngblood and a murderer.ā He shrugged.
Before she could tell him she wasn't afraid of him, he kissed her again hard, stealing her words right from her lips. His kiss was rough, making her smirk against his lips and kiss back just as hard as one of his hands slipped up under her shirt, making her shiver at the way his skin felt on hers as he unclipped her bra.
His other hand slipped down, into her shorts, under her panties and he rubbed her roughly between the legs, making her close her eyes and moan deeply, every inch of her body on fire from his touch. He pulled her shirt and bra off them, tossing them away before backing her up into the wall and she moaned resting her head against the wall behind her, her breathing picking up as he kissed along her neck and then across her chest. Her knees were weak and everything in her wanted him so badly it physically hurt.
āIf you trust me as your brother thatās one thing, because thatās family.ā He breathed against her skin and she tried to focus on his words and not what he was doing to her, but it was admittedly very hard. āBut donāt trust me as your lover babe, causeā Iāll only let you down.ā He said, and it sounded like a warning, but Jae couldn't bring herself to care. Not when he was kissing and touching her the way he was. She was entirely too wrapped up in him to stop now, she'd had chance after chance to stop what was happening between them, but she'd passed them all up and now it was too late.
"You know me Eli, I've never really liked safe. I love a little danger." She managed to breath as she ran her hands along his chest, reaching for his jeans, dying to get on with it. She was alone with him where no one would find him and they could spend hours together. She'd be lying if she said she hadn't been thinking about it since the bathroom at the bar and she was afraid if she waited any longer she'd go absolutely nuts.
Ben had fallen in love with Harley all over again. He'd never stopped loving her, he'd loved her since the first time she'd smiled at him, but he'd spent the past three years trying to forget that love, burying it deep inside himself, and now it was all being dragged right back up to the surface, every second he spent with her, he loved her a little more. He couldn't even imagine living without her again.
They spent hours fucking, going through the liquor she'd brought, the rest of his drugs, and the drugs she'd had out in her car. Every second had been incredible and he couldn't believe he'd survived so long without her. Just thinking about having to go back home and pretend it had never happened until he could see her again was agonizing.
Eventually, he'd rolled off her and pulled her close. He'd have gone longer, but they were out of drugs and he was honestly exhausted so it wasn't long before he'd dozed off. He woke again a little later when she moved away from him and slipped outside, but he just let her go and went back to sleep.
He didn't sleep very long. After maybe fifteen minutes or so he woke up again and sighed, pulling his jeans on and slipping out to the porch where Harley was sitting, smoking a cigarette. He could tell something was bothering her and he wasn't an idiot. He knew it was the what they'd just done and the fact that they could never be together. He'd be lying if he said it wasn't eating at him too, but Ben was honestly just so glad to finally be with her again, he was trying not to think about it. He wanted his happiness to last as long as it possibly could.
Ben sighed and sat next to her, leaning over and kissing along her shoulder softly. "I love you." He breathed against her skin, before pulling away and glancing at her, holding her eyes. "We'll make it work, I promise." He sighed, lacing his fingers with her, knowing it was a steep promise to make, but wanting to reassure her, because he felt absolutely incredible and the fact that she didn't too made him feel like shit. He couldn't bare the thought of losing her again.
One of the reasons Harley hated being alone was because she actually had to listen to all the fucked up tortured thoughts in her head. It drove her crazy to think that her and Benji could never actually be together. Eventually Benās father would tell him he had to settle down and because he adored his father heād listen or theyād get caught or in less than six months if they were able to pull it off that long sheād be walking down the aisle and married to Tommy and then theyād officially have to stop. She wanted to save herself the heartache and pain, but she honestly couldnāt find it in herself to leave him there. She was strong, except when it came to Benny.
She felt him sit down next to her, it didnāt matter if she was blind sheād always know it was him. His lips moved along her shoulder slowly and she knew that he could tell what was bothering her and she wished she could hide it a little better. She closed her eyes and let her skin burn where his lips touched because she was well aware that every kiss could be the last.
"I love you." he breathed against her skin making her sigh, she almost wished he didnāt love her, because it would be easier that way. "We'll make it work, I promise." She knew that heād tried his hardest to keep his promise because that was the kind of guy he was, but she also knew that the promise was nearly impossible.
He laced his fingers with hers and she lend her head on his shoulder as she placed her cigarette between his lips. It was silent for a long time, because all she wanted to do was prolong the fact that she had to go home and when she got home, Tommy was going to beat the shit out of her for leaving again and Jaxon would let him. She wasnāt sure that sheād ever see him again when she dropped him off at the bar. All it would take was someone seeing her one slip on either of their parts and theyād wind up dead. The Bloods and The Saints were already sitting on the edge of a war. The two of them being caught together would start World War III.
āYou shouldnāt make promises you canāt keep.ā She finally breathed. āThatās how you break a girls heart.ā She smirked up at him sitting up, she lend in and kissed him softly. āI love you to Babe.ā She breathed against his lips. āNothing in the world will ever change that.ā She said honestly stepping off the porch. āWe should probably get you home thoughā¦itās past you curfew princess.ā She smirked.
He could tell he already had her, yet again and despite his warnings and everything he was saying he really had no intention of stopping. Once Eli started, he finished, there was no stopping him. He slipped off her shorts and panties quickly. He was impatient and all he wanted to do was spend the rest of the day fucking her, because now they were alone and no one knew where they were. He didnāt give a shit about his responsibilities or the fact that Jaydon was his sister or the fact that she was ten years younger than him and initially still a kid, no matter how much she denied it, compared to him she was just a kid. None of that matter though all the matter was being with her.
"You know me Eli, I've never really liked safe. I love a little danger." she breathed causing him to smirk against her skin, if she loved danger she was going to love him. Eli was the kind of dangerous that sent people running.
Her hands ran along his chest making him groan against her lips and once heād gotten her consent yet again, his kisses turned more passionate and deeper. This time he didnāt have a time limit and he was going to show her what fucking a man was like instead of playing with boys. He hand all the time in the world and he planned on using every second of it to make her need to keep coming back. She reached for his jeans and he moved quickly to help her as he slipped them off.
He picked her with one arm effortlessly, using his other hand to clear the desk of all its contents in one quick swipe of the hand before setting her down on top of it. One hand ran across her chest slowly and teasingly, while his other hand grabbed her jaw roughly forcing her to look at him before he pressed his lips to hers and kissed her deeply slipping his tongue past her. The hand on her jaw moved to the back of her neck holding her in the kiss, while his other hand moved down her petite body until he reached the inside of her tightly rubbing it roughly.
Jade smirked when he groaned against her lips at her touch, she loved that she could make him feel just as good as he made her feel. He helped her get his jeans off, slipping out of them quickly, making it clear he was impatient too. His lips on hers were deep and passionate, making her moan softly, loving everything about him. It was clear that he was a hundred times more experienced than anyone she'd been with so far, she could tell just in the way he kissed her and touched her and it made her heart race.
She was more than ready for him to fuck her, but he didn't just yet. He lifted her, and instead of carrying her over to the bed, he brought her to the desk and she smirked wickedly as he swiped it clean before setting her on it. Everything about what they were doing was ridiculously wrong, she knew that, but for some reason, it only made it that much more exciting. The only thing she could think about was him, and how incredible his skin felt against hers and the way he made her heart race and her stomach turn in a way no one else ever had.
One of his hands ran along her chest slowly, teasing her and she moaned deeply, tilting her head back and closing her eyes, but no sooner had she done so, then had he reached out with his other hand. He grabbed her jaw roughly and pulled her face back to his, forcing her to look at him as he continued to touch her and the look in his eyes send a shudder through her entire body but she couldn't make herself look away, he was ridiculously good at what he was doing.
Finally, he brought his lips down onto hers, kissing her hard and deeply, slipping his tongue past her lips and she leaned into him, wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him back just at deeply, wanting him to fuck her, but at the same time, loving his teasing touch, driving her absolutely nuts.
He held her in the kiss with a hand on the back of her neck even though he really didn't have to. Even if she could, there was no way in hell she could bring herself to break away from him. His other hand slid from her chest, down her body, setting every inch of her skin on fire before he reached the inside of her thigh and rubbed it roughly.
Jade moaned deeply against his lips instantly, his teasing touch making her so crazy it was almost hard to focus on kissing him. "Fuck Eli." She moaned as she broke away from his lips and started to kiss along his jaw and neck, kisses hot and fast, almost desperate. "You going to tease me all day?" She breathed as she started to kiss along his chest.
It was quiet between them for a long time as she rested her head on his shoulder and Ben just sighed and lit himself a cigarette as well, taking a drag and letting it stay silent. Even if he knew she was having a hard time now that she knew who exactly he was, just sitting there with her, he felt better than he had in three years. He'd sell his soul if it meant he could spend every single day with her because, while the sex was incredible, she was the only girl in the world who he didn't mind just spending time with. Just having her company was better than sex with a hundred other girls.
So he didn't break the silence, because he knew once they started talking, the moment would end, and eventually they'd have to head back home their separate ways. And besides, he was honestly a little afraid that she'd choose not to see him again. He was perfectly okay with hiding what he had with her, knowing it was leading to disaster because he was a "we'll cross that bridge when we come to it" kind of guy, he'd always been that way.
Sometimes it was a good thing, because that meant that he could enjoy life as it was happening and kept him from having a whole lot of worries, but a lot of times it was a bad thing too, because he'd start something he could never finish and he was afraid that's what she thought they were. Something that would never work.
If she thought that and he lost her again after having just gotten her back, it would kill him. He'd understand, and he'd respect her choice if she decided to never see him again, because at the end of the day, it was up to her whether she loved him enough to deal with all the bullshit in their lives to be with him, but that didn't mean he'd like it. It would devastate him and he wasn't entirely sure he'd move on.
āYou shouldnāt make promises you canāt keep.ā She finally breathed and he sighed because they both knew it was a hard promise to keep, but he also knew he'd go to his grave trying to keep it if that's what she wanted. āThatās how you break a girls heart.ā She smirked and lifted her head, looking at him and he smirked back at her, kissing her back when she kissed him softly. āI love you too Babe.ā She breathed against his lips and he loved hearing that. He knew she loved him, but the question was whether or not it was enough to make her want to betray her family to keep being with him. āNothing in the world will ever change that.ā She said and he watched her hop down from the porch, sighing as he did the same. āWe should probably get you home thoughā¦itās past your curfew princess.ā She smirked.
Benji smirked back at her. "Shit you're right, my dad will probably kick my ass." He chuckled, tossing an arm around her as he lead her back to her car backing her up into it with a smirk as he leaned in and kiss her lips hard, slipping his tongue past her lips and placing a hand on the back of her neck to hold her in it. "Then again, I really don't care." He whispered against her lips with a smirk.
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