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Lorelei sighed, she really didn't feel like being questioned so she turned to him and let it all out. "Because I was afraid that he wouldn't see Loris killing this that guy," she pointed to the crematory, "as self defense. He already... he already tried killing Loris once and I was a little scared. I know how medicines work. I freaking make them after all and I know that just because it works wonderful for a while doesn't mean it always will. Or maybe it will with him, I don't know. But I was scared and have been for a bit. It is fucking logical to be scared and your stupid son can't seem to figure it out. So there. It is over and done. I don't feel like talking about it anymore because there is nothing else that can be done and I rather not dwell on stupid shit when I have work to do." She said without looking at him and went to fill out the paper work for the body.
Ivie looked innocent, "You keep making that scowl and I won't be thinking innocent thoughts, Mister." She said before smiling evilly and laid next to him. "So we are both torturing each other... ahhh just the way I like it." She giggled as Dawn laid on her belly.
Misha sighed a little bit. "We're all scared Lorelei. You're right, the meds could stop working, and we would lose him again. He's scared too Lorelei. He didnt ask for any of this, he cant control it either. He doesnt want to hurt people. Especially not you. Maybe this is his way of trying to protect you from the parts of him that scare him the most." Misha said pretty sternly. "You know, Ive known that boy since he was eleven, and not once have I seen him cry for any reason other than you. When they had him at the hospital and I got to visit him, that was the first time I had seen him cry, and it was because he was so afraid you'd hate him." Misha said, a certain sadness in his voice. "Ive seen the report already, he's made it abundantly clear that Loris only acted in self defense. No one would bother questioning it....Being afraid of his schizophrenia is logical, fearing the man Adrian is inside isnt." Misha turned and walked out of the crematorium to leave Lorelei to her self. He wasnt going to make her talk any more, just give her food for thought. Misha tried to get through to Adrian too, but even after he got the office unlocked he walked in to find that Adrian was no where to be found. He had finished just the one autopsy and had left the building.
"Oh the scowls going to get you in trouble is it? Oh my. I should scowl at you more often then." He joked and then patted Dawn gently. "Leave it to you to be a sadist and a masochist all at the same time. How do you contain all of that in your tiny self? Jeeze, what did I get myself into." He said with a chuckle as he closed his eyes and shook his head at her.
Lorelei didn't get any more bodies and walked out of the office and wandered around. She peeked in the office and didn't find Adrian there. She walked around before she found stairs to the roof. She thought why not and walked up the flight of stairs to the roof and slowly opened the door. He was sitting down, looking over the city. Lorelei quietly closed the door and began to sing.
To hear you knocking at my door
'Cause if I could see your face once more
I could die a happy girl I'm sure
When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
And I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side
But if you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body
Take my body
All I want is,
And all I need is
To find somebody.
I'll find somebody like you.
Oh oh
So you brought out the best of me,
A part of me I've never seen.
You took my soul and wiped it clean.
Our love was made for movie screens.
But if you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body,
Take my body.
All I want is,
And all I need is
To find somebody.
I'll find somebody.
Oh
If you loved me
Why'd you leave me?
Take my body,
Take my body.
All I want is,
And all I need is
To find somebody.
I'll find somebody like you.
Oh"
She tried not to cry as she sang, but couldn't help the tears that fell.
Ivie laughed softly, "I have no idea. My mother used to asked the same thing... you are stuck with me though, unless you leave. But that would make me very very very sad, because I like you a little lot." She said and looked at him with his eyes clothes. "You have a nice personality and now I can't really see you as a playboy. You are too shy and doofy." She giggled.
Adrian didnt look up when someone came to the roof of the building. He didnt even stir at all, just kept looking out at the city. He had wondered if he should just leave, go be a teacher again at the college far away where he couldnt hurt any of the people he loved if his medicine failed. For a split second he contemplated falling off the roof. He decided he didnt really want to die though. He was deep into his thoughts when Lorelei's voice, her singing pulled him out of his jumbled mind. It seemed less like a song and more like a conversation. By the end of it Adrian wasnt even fighting back tears anymore, he just let them fall as he hugged his knees to his chest and burried his face in them.
"I like you a little lot too." He said, his eyes still closed. "I get you thinking im doofy, I am just a bid doof anyways. But I dont know where you're getting a shy vibe from. I dont think anyones ever called me shy before." He said and chuckled a little.
Lorelei wiped her tears away and went sit next to him. "I... didn't mean to make it seem like I thought of you as some monster." She said softly, almost a whisper. Lorelei didn't look at him, but at the city below them. "I am not scared OF you. I am scared of losing you and everyone I care about. I know you can't help it and I know you are just as scared. It hurts more that you left than it did when you had to leave... because you left on your own accord. I still love you, but if you think this is for the best then so be it." She said and kissed him on his cheek before getting up and walking back to the door.
Her eyebrow went up. Ivie thought he was shier than a lot of guys she knew or maybe that was him being a gentleman. She didn't know. "Hmm... well maybe not shy. Eh, you are still adorable and I would keep you." She said. "What are you doing after work, besides eyeing the ladies?" She winked at him.
Adrian listened while she talked but he couldnt bring himself to look over at her. When she kissed his cheek and got up to walk to the door he got up and grabbed her before she could open it. He pulled her close and just held her there for a minute. "I didnt want to leave you...I dont know how else I can protect you from getting hurt if my meds stop working...The last thing I ever want to do if hurt you like that...I thought if I ended things maybe it would be easier on you...I dont want to let you go though..."
"Oh well yay for being adorable and getting to keep my cute girlfriend." Blair said and opened his eyes again and gently moved Dawn before pulling Ivie to him. "Im not doing anything after work tomorrow. Why? You got somewhere you want to go?" He asked and kissed her forehead.
She held him close. Lorelei took in his warmth and smell, "How can you be so smart and dumb at the same time? How could you think that leaving me would be easier on me, Adrian? Did you not see what happened last time you left? Did that just leave your mind?" She pulled away. "I am sorry it ended this way, but the only way you ever hurt me was leaving me. I am taking over Loris' job until he comes back, so try not sending so many bodies down so fast. I don't know how he pushes those dame tables like thery are nothing. Sheesh." She smiled softly up at him. "I am glad I at least got to spend the time I did have with you..." Lorelei said softly before opening the door and heading back down.
Dawn huffed and laid away from them. She snuggled up to him, "I just wanted to spend some time with you outside of the house. Do you like jazz or something? I know there is a band playing tomorrow night that will be playing in downtown." She said and smiled up at him after he kissed her forehead.
Adrian stood there for a second before taking off after her, though he missed a step while he was hurrying and ended up toppling down about a whole section of the stairs. He sat up and rubbed the back of his head once he realized what happened and then stood up and carefully hurried down the rest of them. He eventually caught up to Lorelei and stubbornly blocked the door to the crematory. "I dont...I never really wanted to leave you...But you seemed so afraid of me, every time that did something, and you wouldnt look at me like you did before. And then that thing with Loris and Elise's ex...I thought you didnt want to be with me anymore because of the way I am. Im so sorry I left you..Im book smart, but im an idiot about everything else...I dont want to leave you..I never did." He said and then looked over at her. "Its not possible for me to take it back..it it..?"
"Well I like most music so im down for that if you are dear. It would be nice to go out with you. Its not very often you dont have Forrest when I get a chance to hand out with you, so it will be nice to go out just me and you. Im gonna miss my little buddy though, who else is going to chase dawn around with me and mess up your tidy house huh?" He said and chuckled a little bit.
Lorelei jumped back a bit and looked up at him and frowned. "You are all busted up, what the hell... you are... bleeding." She moved him and opened the door before taking his hand and bringing him to her little cot/office in the crematory. She made him sit and patched him up. "The hell Adrian..." she whispered. Lorelei cupped his face, "You can take it back, but doesn't mean I am not hurt still. You left me in the pouring rain with your jacket that I may or may not have left at the door step. I want you back... more than anything. It just hurts right now." She said softly before kissing the cut that was bandaged on his head. "I love you." She whispered.
Ivie shook her head and squished his face gently, "It is a date and you leave my clean house alone. Ugh my poor baby and the Forrest, he is really liking you. Who knew you could look so much like a dad." She laughed softly. "Can't wait to see you tomorrow. You have to dress spiffy. Like hot hot.. make me swoon and I will do the same."
Adrian sighed and let him patch her up. "I might have falen down a flight of stairs...Maybe...And then ran back down the rest of them. I will be fine..." He said and looked over at her. He cupped her cheeks with his hands gently. "I'm sorry..I know I hurt you...I dont really deserve to have you back, I dont even deserve to be around you...I'll do everything I can to make it up to you...I promise...Im not ever going to eave you again unless you tell me you want me to.." He said softly with a serious look on his face.
"I will not leave your clean house alone. Forrest likes to play cops and robbers and he throws toys in attempts to slow me down. Which is pretty hilarious considering he's really tiny compared to me and I just kinda have to pretend its actually working....DO I really look like a dad? Oh no. I'll lose my play boy image if I look like a dad. So sad. Devastating even!" Blair cried. " Im going to dress so spiffy you wont be able to keep your hands off of me. Muahaha."
"Okay." She said softly and looked at him seriously. "Let's have a kid as soon as possible. That way I know you will marry me."
Ivie laughed, "I really do love seeing you two play. It makes me really happy, it does." She said and shook her head and rubbed his chest and let her hands slid down to his stomach, "You mean more than I already do?" Ivie gasped.
Adrian blinked and then just stared at Lorelei for a second before closing his eyes. "Alright. If thats what you really want. I'd marry you either way though..." He said then kissed her forehead. He wasnt sure why she would want a baby right now, but if thats what she felt like he needed, well he would do anything for her.
Blair glanced down at Ivie for a second then closed his eyes again. "Oh yes, its gonna be ten times worse. I'll have to pry you off of me with a crowbar." He said with a smirk. "it wont be as bad as if I decided to let you watch me work out shirtless. I fear for my safety if I let that happen" He joked.
She smiled up at him happily, "Good... I start ovulation in a couple of days." She said and patted his hand softly. "You said you wouldn't leave me and you did, so I don't really know if you marrying me either way is true either." She said and walked off to get the body's ashes and placed it in an urn.
"Oh my... I can't wait." She said and sat on him before pouting. "We have to workout out together so we can be equally hot and I can bring in more men into my work." Ivie poked his chest. "Make me hot dammit. I gotta get stronk. I gotta have guns!" Ivie said and held up her arms like she was flexing.
Adrian sat and fiddled with something in his pocket for a minute before standing up and heading for the door. "The ring in my pocket says otherwise, dear." He said and then practically ran away back to his office to start on working some more.
Blair couldnt help but laugh. "More men I have to scare away if they try to flirt with you? No thanks. You can just stay adorably petite, thats fine with me. You're already plenty hot. Besides if you're buff too, people are going to wonder why you're with me and not some body builder with muscles the size of my torso." He said and gently poked her nose in protest.
Lorelei watched him go and shook her head. If he wanted to marry her he could, but she knew he was waiting till she was eighteen and she had been joking about the pregnancy thing, but she was going to let it drag out.
Ivie wiggled and scrunched her nose, "Hey hey hey, I am manly and hot. Not adorable. Shame on you, Blair." She said and pretended to make an angry face at him. Ivie smirked and leaned down, whispering in his ear. "Stop poking me right there." She slid off of him and laughed as she crawled to Dawn and leaned down and kissed the top of her head.
Adrian worked for a minute before pretty much running back to the crematory and swinging the door open. "You wanna tell Dol Not to suck the life out of my family? She's probably just as mad at me as you are and she told me she was going to so.." He said and then blinked. "Sorry..I'll go work now." He said and scampered off again.
Blair blinked and then turned a little red before making the most dull face possible and pulling the small police baton out of his pocket. "Ha. Very funny dear. You almost had me for a minute. Almost." He said and waved the baton at her.
Lorelei jumped and slowly looked at him before blinking before running off and telling the girl upfront she would be back in a bit as she ran off to Dol's house and busting through the door. She was doing yoga in the living room. "Don't... kill... Adrian's family." She huffed and Dol smiled. "Okay." Was all she said and Lorelei slowly made her way back to the crematory.
Ivie looked back at him and pouted. "Oh that's right you only get THAT happy when Adrian or Loris cuffs you to thinks. Silly me... I forgot." She said and kissed and cuddled Dawn who cuddled up to her.
Adrian went back to work on his autopsies that needed to be done and had to remind himself not to just blow through them since Lorelei was down there instead of Loris, and considering most of the bodies weighted more than Lorelei did it had to be harder on her.
Blair blinked at the pouting and then smirked a little bit. "Oh my, so upset it wasnt the real thing. So sorry to disappoint. I am a gentleman thank you very much, there will be none of that here. No no." He said and waved his finger at her. It wasnt entirely true, he was only being this way with Ivie since he actually cared and didnt want to rush anything, especially with her past with Atlas' dumb ass.
Lorelei passed out on her cot in the crematory when the day was done. She had no idea Loris job was so hard and would have to feel his arms when he got back. She also almost fell into the furnace a couple times and was glad she finally found a system to work in.
Ivie threw a pillow at him. "Okay, mom." She said, "I guess you will have to just sleep over there then, hm?" She smiled and went back to Dawn. "Dawn is getting so big, ugh. Lemme love on you more." She said and Dawn wagged her tail happily. Ivie knew Blair wanted to take his time with her, which was fine, but she liked to tease a little. It was in her blood. She never got to have fun with guys since Atlas knocked her up at such a young age.
Adrian finished up with the bodies a while before, and he was just filing out paperwork while he waited for Lorelei to be done in the crematory. After a while he locked up his lab and went down to the crematory to find Lorelei asleep on the cot. He knelt down and gently poked at her cheek. "Lor you gotta wake up, its not safe to sleep in here like this..." He said softly."
Blair caught the pillow and let himsef fall back over onto his back and then stared at the top of the blanket fort for a second. "Ive been banished to over there have I? Of all the things to get in trouble for." He said and puffed his cheeks out like the big kid he was before he looked over at Ivie and Dawn. "You know its bad when the dog gets loved on more than you" He joked. "Darn Dawns adorable floppy ears and wiggly butt, I never had a chance"
Lorelei mumbled and got up, winching, and stood up. "Ugh I am going to be so sore. I am already sore." She sighed and took his hand. "Did you ever find Micah?" She asked as they walked back to her home. When she got in Dol was in her home and looked over some books before looking up. She saw Adrian and shook her head before leaving.
Ivie looked over at him, "Well yeah, she loves on me more than you do. Duh." She smiled and rubbed Dawn's ear which made her foot stomp. "Oh I found one of your sweet spots, huh?" She cooed and laughed before rolling over and crawling back to Blair and cuddling him. "Mmm you deserve some loving too, I guess." She smiled.
Adrian took her hand and walked back to her place with her. He shook his head when she asked about Micah. "No. He never came home last night. Dont know what he's gotten up to." He said just before they walked in and he watched Dol shake her head and just walk away. "I'm pretty sure she actually hates me." He said looking at the door.
"Oh Im sorry would you LIKE me to lick your face? Thats a pretty strange fetish there love." Blair teased and then cuddled up to Ivie, gently rubbing her arm with one hand while he had his other hand on her hip.
"Oh no...she does. I have seen that look a thousand times." She said softly as she put on tea. "She already doesn't take kindly to humans." Lorelei shook her head and sat down on the cot. "I don't really want a kid, Adrian... or anything really." She looked down at her feet. "Nothing feels right, right now."
Ivie looked at him seriously, "of course I want you to." She smiled and rested her head on one arm and her hand on his chest. "We all know you have the weird ass fetish here. I mean... I look like a kid." She winked.
Adrian sat in front of the fire ad just stared at it. "I didnt really think you were serious about the kid thing in the first place.." He said softly and closed his eyes for a moment before opening them again and staring at the fire once more. "I dont know why she doesnt like humans, but she seems to get along with Micah just fine"
"You dont look like a kid, youve got too many sexy womanly curves for that. You just look like a tiny woman." Blair said and peeked down at her. "Im not going to lick your face. THATS a fetish. And im not dealing with it. Next thing I know you'd be asking me to bark on command." H said and sighed heavily upon remembering people actually liked stuff like that.
Lorelei shrugged, "can we be one hundred percent certain that Micah is all human?" She smiled and looked at the fire too before making tea. "I honestly don't think it is because you are human and more because of what she has seen since she has been here. I can't blame her for being the way she is. I would be the same way if it was the other way around." She said, frowning a bit.
Ivie shook her head before laughing, " damn, I was just about to ask you that." She pouted playfully before bopping his nose. "You are such a gentleman. Makes a girl wanna swoon, ya know?: